this is ME.

2009-06-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

i have shifted to http://supplyfresh-air.blogspot.com/.
do relink me=)
WOAH hello people.
im freaking TIRED for only 2 weeks of attachment.&& im deadly not wanting to go back there.
i just wan schooling back !!
how i wish.
I MISS MY CLASSMATES, MODULES, LECTURES.
sigh.how i wish.
i wish i wish upon a STAR :((

2009-05-30T22:00:00.000-07:00

yippeeee! i finally meet up with my classmates yesterday.

met up with huiyun, huimin,belinda,weijie,yanguang,korshim.

then went up to suntec hall 601 to 603 there for the aquarama visit.muahaha!

see the maine, guorami,tetra,betta category cos our cca went to participate in it.

CONGRATS to jude for winning the 2nd prize for the tetra fish category =D !

im sure mr oliver will be very happy cos first time our cca gt this award in aquarama.

now now now.his hopes on the greenwave is higher.he wanna get a 3rd prize. ohman ;X!

then jude, hediaya,zhengkai,christopher joined us for lunck at mac.hope i din miss out anyone.

then after that mostly went off either for a walk in suntec or need go off.then left huiyun,me,weijie,yanguang,korshim and zhengkai .

went to watch a movie called Monsters Vs Aliens !

Movie Plot :

When a meteorite from outer space hits a young Californian girl named Susan Murphy (Reese Witherspoon) and turns her into a giant monster, she is taken to a secret government compound where she meets a ragtag group of monsters, also rounded up over the years. As a last resort, under the guidance of General W.R. Monger (Kiefer Sutherland), the motley crew of Monsters is called into action to combat the aliens and save the world from imminent destruction!

the characters in the movie.

Susan but they changed her name cos they need a monster name for her.

ahaha.BOB!! i love BOB!! freaking cute and funny.
u know what.BOB is made by injection of duno what into a tomato.then become him.muaha!
INTRERESTING!!

haha.DR.cockroach !!

is a scientist at first but he invented a machine and become a cockraoch.=.= so stupid of him.
sacrifice his own 'live'

does this world all need sacrifice to get the things tt we/ you wanted?

this one funny guy too.=) duno his name.

okla,end her with this pic.i wanna buy this toy !! saw at suntec!! i wanna buy.omg .____.

bye people.miss me ;DD!!

2009-05-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

woah.hellos peeps ((: !!

been working for IA now.so yup.
kinda tiring and really in foul mood now.sigh,
not talking much till now.
It's mine prob.
IM sorry =( !
byes.

2009-05-23T06:31:00.001-07:00

http://supplyfresh-air.blogspot.com/
haha! new link.was still wondering if wanna change to tt link anot.

haha ! went for bowling with weijie today . cos i had a urge to play la.so i ask him along.hehe XD
so.these are the results for my bowling today =)

this one is taken after my first match lol.i duno how to see.haha!

this is the first round??-119
i also duno lor.

second round?-110.

third round?-133 !!

MUAHAHAH :D !!
i finally BROKE 100! duno why suddenly like tt.hehe.
so today is my LAST day of fun.
cannot imagine tt my 6 weeks intnese week flies so fast.
i rmb tt im still complaining abt too stress.NOW.IA!
sigh.starting to miss classmates alr.and the gang i always go out with.=(
okla.i wanna meet up !!
ohno.how am i going to bare with these 3 months plus without classmates those??
bye ppl.
take care and enjoy ur ia.

2009-05-22T06:02:00.000-07:00

WELL WELL WELL , !
HELLO EVERYBODY!!
im back LOL.
this whole week is really tiring .____.
having TEST TEST TEST. PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS. grrr ! x.x
but neymind. i had it through ((: ! congrats to me people.
stress is away from me temporary .
this week had been not good.face very black.sorry uh.
wed i had to know where im posted too.which is AQUASTAR AT YISHUN.
oh.my first thought was oh.woah. & yes ! got to work together with HUIYUN!! woah.super happy la.
then got to know this intro abt the aquastar.well.take a GOOD GOOD look at it :
Owning the auspicious Flower Horn or Hua Luo Han need not be an expensive hobby. We bring in a wide selection of Hua Luo Han at the most reasonable prices at a budget you can certainly afford.
Moreover, we carry a fish feed specially formulated in Japan to enhance the body growth, especially the head bump area. This feed will also enhance the striking patterns and colouration that Flower Horns are most desired for.
We will also give you advise on how to take care of your Flower Horn and how to bring the best out of your pet. Being a curious and active fish, it will need to have a variety of tank decoration to keep it occupied. But your efforts will be rewarded!

went to check out where is the place today. & whatever the oliver describe to us are all fake !
wth =.= ! what so ever. i duncare.
okays.check out and found that the working conditions are really..hmmm =/
dun wanna describe cos i think is much more fated to be there. cos im suppose to be at QIANHU.
urghs ! sigh !
PARTING is so easy to say but yet so difficult to do in action. sigh .
bye people.
im missing my classmates !
thank you MR ROY && MRS WONG for helping my is placement.
happiness is always so short .

2009-05-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

manage to meet up with yiling on both days, sat & sunday.

3 yrs of friendship.hope we can have this friendship till forever ((: !

she made some muffins and cookies for me.

was touched and it is really delicious.seriously.

i love you! haha XD .

sunday met up and went to see feline.she's still so cute.

haha. undescridable words to make me describe her to you all.

i just hope to meet up again =) with the 6 of us.

this is called domunkun?cute hor? she's my sister ,haha ! my sister is now terribly in love with this brown creature.HAHA! dun let her see this if not i sure need run again :P !

nahs.this pic for u de la.haha.cute hor my sister.

i just wanna make a wish && i hope tt u will be alright.dun be too stress kays over logbook.

&& dun cry.i believe you can do this.

S.O.R.R.O.W

see this pic make me feel like crying.i dun know why ar.

haha ! i finally done finish with me SOP! congrats to me and my soul.=/

this week having 2 test.thur is QCA and fri is mole bio.

wed i will be knowing my IA placement.so yup.3pm.sigh.quite worried and nervous lahs.

no matter what.i will miss you.

bye ppl.

im tired.gotta sick soon.

& sorry to yanguang,eliz,kwok chye,yingjun,huimin,wiejie,belinda.

today i really had no appetitie to eat.so yup.

take care all!

2009-05-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

Friends are friends forever together 'till the end.
You promised me that you would always be my friend.
One day something changed I'm not sure what it was.
I lost you on that day and the reason was because
it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight.
And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right.
We went our separate ways.
This went on for days and days.
I made new friends and you made yours,
but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours.
Times got really tough,
my road of life was, oh, so rough.
I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day,
but the kind that will always and forever stay.
HELLO PEOPLE !!
i had my 12 hours sleep as in i can say i slept for 13 hours
but im still TIRED zzz !
i cannot believe that.im super tired LOL.
today went to meet my sec friends.called them babys now ((: !
met at YCK at 1 pm then tif and yw late.haha !
i dun blame them for being late cos i also reached there ard
12.56 pm =/ ?
so is ok de =)
then went to nyp to find yiling.haha!
we are like doing illegal things.need tou tou de.haha !
but we waited for her for abt 3 hours? cos she gt dance. so
also cannot blame her too
met up ard 4 plus and went to north point cos yiling says
wanna eat.haha.
she ar.still the same.hehe.
only the 2 diff is tt u like tall le lei && u become
prettier.happy? :P
then me?haha.got change?fat le hor.haha!
i really miss them lots.dough like nth much to say or talk and
is just a short meetup.im still happy!
YILING , TIFFANY : all the best to your studies kays.do all
your best cos i know u can make it =) JIAYOU my babys' !
then after tt i got to go cos meetup with sis to grandma house
!
muahah :X ! went there.im not happy.no sense of happiness when
i go there.
i dun know why.well.what i can say is that people are 'xian
shi '
if she wan to be your godmum but u dun wan.she will find
others for it.whatever.i dun care much anyway cos i had a loving &&
caring mum at home.
anyway wish my grandpa a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ((:!
then dad says want to go back home.butt grandma says
later.
so jiu wait.then saw joyce and zoe.ah! zoe is damn
cute.haha.wanted to carry her but the moment she see us she cry.i shocked! if i
carry her she cry i think i also will cry GRRR .____.
then needa go home le.then dad says wan go sheng song.duo
sudden like their FANS like tt.LOl .
went home after tt and back to blogging which means
now.haha.
swwet dreams to me nights.=)
The greatest thing you'll ever learn Is to love and be loved
in return. ~ From "Unforgettable with Love" by Natalie Cole
"In good times, in bad times I'll be on your side forever
more, that's what friends are for." - "That's what friends are for"
"Best friends just won't leave your side" -Blink182
"Wind to thy wings. Light to thy path. Dreams to thy heart."
Anonymous
"A man's doubts and fears are his worst enemies.” – William
Wrigley Jr.
to YG : "Follow your heart and your dreams will come
true." Anonymous
"The price of success is hard work, dedication to the job
at hand, and the determination that whether we win or lose, we have applied the
best of ourselves to the task at hand." Vince Lombardi

2009-05-15T05:19:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHA :X ! IM BACK PEOPLE.miss me? LOL.i bhb again .___.

ytd i broke my record.

3.30 am then sleep cos of the stupid LOGBOOK.

needa complete cos TODAY need hand in.

so means i only slept for 2 hours then needa go to school liaos.

i super tired and needa drag my feet to station and take train,

today was the most uncomfortable day for me =(

bag was heavy and i duno why.

wanna have some sleep while im standing but it was very uncomfortable.

feel like vomiting at the same time. sigh. x.x

finally at tahan merah mrt station,i more tired.1 hour journey stand throughout :X!

i walk super slow lo.sigh,today really no strength.

just cos the LOGBOOK need make myself so tired.

feel super tired now =(

slept many times tdy at school and after mole bio lecture i slept till weijie asked me if wana go eat anot.so i jiu went.cos jinyu having meeting.

they went KFC.i had no appetite.just went for water.

maybe too tired caused these?

IM SUPER TIRED!! zzz.

sweet dreams to me !

i worried about my IA placement.sigh.jy to me =)!

2009-05-12T03:33:00.000-07:00

im feeling super down these few days )): !!
monday i cried in school.i cannot tolerate.
i just ran out of the lab jiu teary liaos =X
his words are too far hurting.
for what he said he din thought of other people feeling.
just say sorry.
who do u tthink u are?
this is my own work and i had the choice to do what format.
i know tt i might not ba able to score well la!
whay format totally sucks?!!
&& do u need to say ot so loud?!wth.
i know you pro la but it doesnt mean tt u can say ppl in this manner!
today.
he think tt he's a leader but he's not a leader.
does he has the rights to order ppl to do things ?
doesn't he has hands and leg to go to lab ownself and do?
must it be us only??!
then what about others? there is still geetha and farhana.
logbook.i haven done mine.individual work.
i wrote on sunday for long time but yet i still got some negative remarks,
MICHELLE.YOUR FORMAT SUCKS!
fine! then i duno do new one lahs.
then they photocopy my format.
mrroy says tt we cannot copy each other log book. cos this is INDIVIDUAL!
pissed off. farhana sure copy.then i sure deduct alot marks.hais =/
then mrroy says tt IA.huiyun & jinyu will be working tgt,
then me? alone.
i know mr roy and mrs wong is trying hard to do some negeotations to the company.
but but but.
i think im most prob alone there.
when i hear this.im really sad.they can be tgt but why not me?
stupid oliver.
hate him.not to be a lecturer.instructions not clear.all not clear.long winded.
if he is not the one who say one to seperate the 3 of us.
i wounldnt be alone in ia.
he's biased?
wanted the guys to work tgt.
tot u said tt of there's 2 placement,
one will be girl and the other will be guy.but now?ur words are nt trusted in this way,
guys words are hardly to be trusted.sigh.no offence.
bye.

2009-05-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

I L

I LO

I LOV

I LOVE

I LOVE J

I LOVE JO

I LOVE JOA

I LOVE JOAN

I LOVE JOANN

I JOVE JOANNE

I LOVE JOANNE O

I LOVE JOANNE ON

I LOVE JOANNE ONG

I LOVE JOANNE ONG S

I LOVE JOANNE ONG SH

I LOVE JOANNE ONG SHI

I LOVE JOANNE ONG SHI Y

I LOVE JOANNE ONG SHI YI

I LOVE JOANNE ONG SHI YIN

I LOVE JOANNE ONG SHI YING

I LOVE JOANNE ONG SHI YING!

I LOVE JOANNE ONG SHI YING!!

SEE,I LOVE YOU.HAHA! U ALSO MUST LOVE ME !! <3!!

LET OTHER EPOPLE ENVIOUS ON HOW MUCH WE LOVE EACH OTHER ;DD

2009-05-06T03:58:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow having phase test.
friday having class test.
OMG .____.
still have lots of things i haven do lei.
logg book !! mmm. sat i got to finish it.
byei!

take care! it hurts my heart to see you sick =( !

2009-05-04T02:53:00.000-07:00

HELLOS peeps ((: !!
i cannot control hence i came blogging.MUAHAHAH :x !
kays come back for today.
today went to school & found out that the side gaye was closed!
& is was raining.___. make me feel so tired.cos need to walk one round back to the main gate.
reached main gate saw the security guard wan see everybody's landyard / pass. =.=
i quickly take out mine and then wanted to keep the then saw the bouncer.then quickly put on my landyard.
then went in to C1 with weijie quickly rush to CO-OP shopwith weijie & huiyun to buy theromometer for stella and her fren.
then while queueing up saw yingjun and yanguang.so helped them buy also.hah!
like i selling lo.but 5 theromometers at one go.___.
then quickly rush back to C1 andbuy breakfast and go for lesson.
then reached lab & saw MRROY!! haha.
then take temperature.
lucky no fever.
then he ask our class some questions.
1. Anyone feling unwell like fever, sorethroat..etc ?
2. Any family members back from the H1N1 affected areas ( further elaborate like china,Hk,shanghai) in the last 14 days?
3. any plans to H1N1 infected areas?
for Q1,i think i gt.Headache.
Q2,got.my mum came back from shanghai 5 days ago.
Q3.nope.
haha!
then saw weijie and yanguang wearing a mask -.- then suddenly go down duno where.
then sometime back say they need go home.

well,then tdy's pract really making me frustrated!
hais.i dunwanna say abt it.
talk with mr roy and feeling much better.cos he realise something from our group.
sigh X_x

after you left.
it makes me feel like i had no security for my own.
noone for me to talk out my heart.but only to keep inside my heart.
the feeling is really terrible.
the sense of alone.loneliness.despair.im so scared.
maybe im too rely on you?
having your laughters all day long and your words makig my day.
but not today.even met u in the morning today really making me worry alot.
you told me u had normal flu & cough infection in thoat.yet u still smiling and laughing.
how i wish i can rush down immediately and take care of you =(
you told me nt to worry u much, but i can't.
the moment u left the lab.my heart sank.
wondering why u need to leave ? anything happen to you or ?
wanted to go forward and ask.but my feets are heavy yet only light enough to say goodbye.

kays.gotta end here.((: bye!

WEIJIE AND YANGUANG wish u have a speedy recovery ((: !!

2009-05-03T00:22:00.000-07:00

HELLOS peeps ((: !!

will be quite BUSY with stuffs like QCA projects doing log books, SOPs and those whatevers.

will be going down to do something.

LAST MINUTE then tell me to go print as if like the photo shop is i open de like tt.___.

i really mad at you le la! nv tell me before hand de.GRRR !!

having test.projects.

waa.im gg to break down soon.

sooner or later will de la.

HAHA :x !

got to go.bye~!

MIA soon.haha.

P.S what will happen if u go for N.S ? will my feelings to you still be unchanged? im wondering. i doubt so cause my feeling to you is deeper then i thought.deep into my heart.answers u long wanted to hear will be given to you once the time arrived.

2009-05-01T21:19:00.000-07:00

Hellos PEEPS ((:!!
yesterday went out together with huiyun.weijie.yanguang. to east coast park for cycling.
hahs XD i went there but i din went for cycling.
i sit on the grass there then see how they teach huiyun cycling.
2 hours so fast pass! then need return the bicycle.
but at least huiyun cycle now is better then last time.
at least she din fell down this time. but.
weijie kana the duno what make his finger then ' pou pi ' o.o

then went to bowling.MUAHAHA XD !
learning how to play in proper manner.but still cannot lor.
the 5 steps from left foot or either 4 steps from right foot.
ahh!! but at least i got do tt? doing the 5 steps.RARRWWSS!!
my scores drop sso much from the first match,ah!!
mmmm. X.X
nvm.then the throwing of the ball.waaa.difficult.hand must str8.i cannot.hehe.
i wanna go bowling again!!!
haha,& thanks to weijie to teach me,hehe.
then after tt went for strolling along the beach for s short while.cos tot of see-ing the sunset.but there is no sun D: so sad.
so went to pick up seashells!!
hahas.
THANKS TO HUIYUN, WEIJIE & YANGUANG for helping me to pick up seashells!
lots of thanks to you 3!

DNA,having class test next friday.OMG .____.
i haven prepare.mmm.
jiayou to all!

haha! DNA seperation through electropho- eh.duno what.haha.
making the gel then wait for it to harden,haha.then making the wells those the and place the DNA thingy into the wells.muahah.
sec 2 think got play beefore then now i playing with it again ;DD

yea! ltr meeting up with mummy at LOT then go to grandma hse.
&& im cutting my hair too.maybe trim.cannot bare with it.haha!
i got to go.
bye~!
I WAN BOWLING AGAIN !!

- normally having a happy event & a upset event will happen. HAPPINESS are normally so short and it past fast.
- ur hand is warm and i wanna to hold on to that forever.

2009-04-30T05:22:00.000-07:00

yea yea!! my mummy is BACK!! im super happy lahs XD
kays.these photos are taken by mummy and i extracted out la.
cause these 2 photos are wonderful.
MUMMY can become photographer liaos. X)
she brought me a HELLO KITTY wallet.muahah!
loves her.but she says she slim down cos of this holidays.1 kg.omg .___.
i also wan to slim down.getting fatter.
mummy witness sunset! && i didnt witness with that at all.not even once.sigh *__*
today i miracly de wake up at 5 a.m without tt tiredness.
normally i will be super tired & need another 30 min of sleep then i can wake up.but today NO!!
maybe is my mummy comign back then i super excited then i cannot sleep.so..
haha! but after tt.i super tired -.-
haha! then today at school finally see MROY!happy.
then after school faster chiong back home see my MUMMY.
then i talked to her many things.from 1130 to 1330.waoh!
finally let out my heart.keeping inisde my heart is reallyso painful and torture.
then went to take a nap.woots.till 1445!tot i willbe late.quickly prepare myself then rush down.haha!
lucky early there by 5 minutes.nvm.is still consider early hoohays!
then went for guitar lesson wth jinyu.
walking to funanthen shima msg me say she saw us.-.- then in the end.she's on the bus.haha XD
the tdy guitar lesson is last day.&& i learnt 4 new songs to play.but i like one song lyrics.
you will understand why.

A Smile
A smile is quite a funny thing. It wrinkles up your face and
when its gone you'll never find its secret hiding place But
far more wonderful it it to see what a smiles can do you
smile at one,he smiles at you And so one smile make two
He smile at someone since you smiles And than that one smile back And
that one smiles until in truth fail in keeping track And
since a smile can do great good by cheering heart of care Let's
smile and smile and not forget that smiles go everywhere.

then we also learnt Auld Lang Syne! my favourite song!
i finally can learn this song.haha.happy happy.
then went home sweet home.

this photo give me many words.
A picture speaks a thousand words.
i believe this.
welcome back mummy once again!
bye~! take care.drink loads of water!

2009-04-27T04:54:00.000-07:00

woahhoho!! hello peeps ((: !!
nowadays the weather is so super duper warm ah.
so yup.take care lot.
drink more more water to keep yoursself hydrated :)
feel so sticky and warm today && LAB DOES NOT HAVE AIRCON!!
doesnt school pay for the bills??!!
freaking warm.tomorrow must bring more fans there.HAHA!
somemore today i have the 2 practicals in LAB.
NO AIRCON && FANS are so less till so pathetic!!
forget it buh ._____. !!!
then having the QCA pract with mr oliver la.
mr roy duno go where then din come school seh.
like he sudden disapppear like i duno what to do in pract.haaha!
then i today sinus ma.
then i helping pat group to cool down the molten agar.then me oliver came beside me to wash hands -.-
see what he says :
ME : ( i sniffing )
Mr Oliver ( MO ) : ( look at me ) got flu anot.dun pass it to me hor!
ME : ( -.- ! ) dunhave la.
MO : then?really dun have hor? ( look at me )
ME : ya.mine is sinus.flu recover long time ago liaos !
MO : same ( means got sinus , then walk away )
is like LOL.i sniff only ma.hahas!
& this is the first time i deal with fungi!
quite cool la cos if breath in then will go ' mushrooms ' in ur lungs in normal room temp !
hahas.
but we are all safe cos is work inside the BSC.so.yup.haha!
streaking was fun.handling with fungi was interesting.
HAHA! thats all ((: !

P.S i miss my mummy LOTS! 2 more days to go.and i can see you!!

2009-04-25T23:08:00.000-07:00

hellos peeps ((: !!!

im back from MARS. LOL! -.-

okok.im kidding kays.treat me crazy enough.

have been busy lately with QCA projects on the reports,SOPs and logbook.

so yup..will not blog for sometime or nt tt often bahs.so..sorry abt it.HAHA!

my mind now is really in a mess )): !!

i think i need a BIG BIG BIG rest.maybe for 1 day.haha.dun let me think anything.

make me rest.rest in mind.

resting resting.

IA coming.

QCA projects need to hand in soon.

mole bio need to be tested soon.

hais.bye,

i missing my mummy badly )): !!!

4 more days to go !

have done a post and results are below.thanks to weijie ((: !

The Nurturer

As an ISFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you takes things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system.

ISFJs live in a world that is concrete and kind. They are truly warm and kind-hearted, and want to believe the best of people. They value harmony and cooperation, and are likely to be very sensitive to other people's feelings. People value the ISFJ for their consideration and awareness, and their ability to bring out the best in others by their firm desire to believe the best.

ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occured, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.

ISFJs have a very clear idea of the way things should be, which they strive to attain. They value security and kindness, and respect traditions and laws. They tend to believe that existing systems are there because they work. Therefore, they're not likely to buy into doing things in a new way, unless they're shown in a concrete way why its better than the established method.

ISFJs learn best by doing, rather than by reading about something in a book, or applying theory. For this reason, they are not likely to be found in fields which require a lot of conceptual analysis or theory. They value practical application. Traditional methods of higher education, which require a lot of theorizing and abstraction, are likely to be a chore for the ISFJ. The ISFJ learns a task best by being shown its practical application. Once the task is learned, and its practical importance is understood, the ISFJ will faithfully and tirelessly carry through the task to completion. The ISFJ is extremely dependable.

The ISFJ has an extremely well-developed sense of space, function, and aesthetic appeal. For that reason, they're likely to have beautifully furnished, functional homes. They make extremely good interior decorators. This special ability, combined with their sensitivity to other's feelings and desires, makes them very likely to be great gift-givers - finding the right gift which will be truly appreciated by the recipient.

More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.

Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them. The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own. The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.

ISFJ Strengths

Warm, friendly and affirming by nature

Service-oriented, wanting to please others

Good listeners

Will put forth lots of effort to fulfill their duties and obligations

Excellent organizational capabilities

Good at taking care of practical matters and daily needs

Usually good (albeit conservative) at handling money

Take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong

ISFJs as Lovers

"To love means to open ourselves to the negative as well as the positive - to grief, sorrow, and disappointment as well as to joy, fulfillment, and an intensity of consciousness we did not know was possible before." -- Rollo May

ISFJs are committed to their relationships. They have very intense feelings, which is not immediately apparent to others because they tend to hold things inside themselves without expressing them, unless they have a strong reason to do so. Their intensity of feeling makes their intimate relationship their first priority in life, with the possible exception of God. They seek monogamous, lifelong commitments, and can be depended upon to be faithful and loyal to their mates once they have made a commitment.

ISFJs have a difficult time leaving a relationship which is bad, or accepting that a relationship is over. They tend to put all of the blame on their own shoulders, and wonder what they should have done to make things work out. If they have been loyal to their vows and have done their duties, they will be at a complete loss as to what went wrong, and will have great difficulty accepting the end. They are "true blue" lovers, and may even remain faithful to their deceased partners.

ISFJs tend to be very selfless, and to put the needs of others well before their own needs. This may backfire on them, if they get into a situation in which they are taken advantage of, and do not have a good outlet for their strong emotions. In this kind of situation, the ISFJ might bottle up their feelings inside them, and form strong resentments against others. The ISFJ should work on recognizing their own needs, and place some importance on meeting them, rather than always putting the needs of others first. After all, if you can't take care of yourself, how can take care of someone else?

Sexually, the ISFJ sees intimacy as a tangible way of strengthening their relationship bonds. They also see as something of a duty, and are likely to be more interested in serving their partner than in their own personal satisfaction. Although the ISFJ is not likely to be very wordy about expressing their love and affection, they're likely to do so through their deeds, and will deeply value their partner's responding affirmations.

The ISFJ is very warm and selfless. They'll put forth tremendous amounts of energy and time into doing what they feel is ther duty. What makes them feel best about themselves is when others show them their appreciation of the ISFJ. Consequently, the best gift that the partner of an ISFJ can give them is the expression of their love and appreciation.

ISFJs have difficulty with conflict situations, and would much prefer to just sweep things under the rug. Sometimes facing a conflict situation helps to resolve it, and the ISFJ should realize that the world will not end if they face the conflict, and express how they feel about it. A conflict situation is not necessarily a "problem" which needs to be gotten rid of, and it is also not necessarily the ISFJ's fault. It's a common problem for ISFJ's to not express their feelings until pushed to some limit, after which they explode in anger and say things which they later feel they shouldn't have said. These kinds of outbursts can be reduced by expressing their feelings on a more regular basis, rather than keeping them pent up inside.

In general, the ISFJ is usually a traditional, family-minded individual who places the comfort of their mates and families as their first priority in life. They're great for providing for everyday basic needs, and have a depth of caring which is very unusual, and not found in most types. They highly invested in the health of their relationships, and will work very hard to make things run smoothly. They are dependable and affectionate lovers.

ISFJs as Friends

Although the ISFJ is likely to place God and family above their friends in their priorities, they genuinely enjoy spending time with friends and colleagues. In fact, ISFJs usually feel a strong need to talk problems and issues over with people before making decisions on their actions. Some ISFJs like to discuss things over with their friends, rather than their families.
ISFJs enjoy spending time with most other types of people. The love to observe people's reactions and emotions in situations, and so enjoy being around diverse types of people. The ISFJ usually remains reserved around others, and does not open up very much. However, since they have a need to talk things over with others in order to make decisions, they do really need some close confidantes in their life. Their preference for these companions are other Sensing Feeling Judgers. They really enjoy and respect the company of Intuitive Feelers as well, but are not able to relate to them quite as well.
Friends of the ISFJ will value them for their warmth, dependability, depth of emotional awareness and understanding.
finish ~

2009-04-21T23:56:00.000-07:00

yewhoohoo peeps ((:

long time no see.haha! what a slang man.

okays.nvm,i know im really slang person.lol.

these few days been doing the QCA project.lol.hate it.

doing nitrate test again and again.

pH test again and again.

so so so.

the photo below is the one we did on nitrate test.on the diff concentration .

haha! nice right.

super happy when saw these results.hehe.XD

&& im addicted in taking the clouds.

see the clouds can make me feel so relaxed.

mayybe the way it form by themselves and the diff shape.

haha,this one i duno looks like what.can help me see?
tagg me tagg me.haha! picture 1 .
but the more i look at it it looks like a erm..idunknow.haha! XD

this one seems to be at the underwater world.lol.make me known as crazy cos i know i think too much.haha.
picture 2 .
tagg me tagg me.

mummy's away to shanghai trip in china and other places for 8 days.
tdy her message comes and i missed her.seriously reallly miss her.
i had so much to talk to her,cos she the only one who can understand what im thinking and how i feel.afterall she;s also a guo lai ren.i miss u mummy )): !
time quickly pass.i wan see my mummy.if nt i fly there enjoy with u.i super stressed here.
with all the projects and duno what test.i hate them.this time is the 1st time when im sick and she's not around with me.im ganna take care by my ownself.
mummy.i miss you greatly DD:

tomorrow wun be going to school for the first duno how long.
cos needa go SINGAPORE ZOO for interview.wth!
call me go there for what sia.
ppl wan guys.i guy meh.i girl lei.grrrrr!!
seriously hate oliver!
dunwan say liaos.spoil my mood.

im gonna study now.bye.tmr pract assignment,omg!
byeii~!

i had a wonderful day

2009-04-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

hello peepss!
think that there is quite a while im not blogging.
been busy with school staffs lately so bare with me ok!
all blame to the stupid QCA & MBT :X !

FRIDAY

doesnt is looks like a seahorse??

omg!this one im proud of myself ;D

this one is when im on my way home.
walking alone & i took this photo.
the colours are so nicely ' distributed '

TODAY

this one is taken at busstop .
waiting for her ((:

10 yrs of friendship ((:
i cannot believe myself when i counted just now.omg.
time really flies.

ohhoho! she's becoming more & more chio!
haha ;DD im not kidding.

me & her.

i just loves her ((: !

looks like two hand put tgt to form one heart.

or it looks like a M .haha.

my name.with the M.

this is so cute right! haha!

there's a 7 theere and a heart there.can see?

clouds again.

took when im taking 187 to grandma hse and she accoompanied me! hehe.

in the bus.muahaha! XD

EXIT!

i purposely take de.hehe.

birthday cake for my beloved grandma!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!
wish u happy always and have a good health kays!

wish u ' chang ming bai sui '
haha.my grandma so cute.still pretty.

cutting the cake in pieces and distributed to others.

she is my big aunt.ber fierce and caring at the same time,

im scared of her de lo.

like tdy i dun feel like eating then my mum give me eat the duno what then i shake head i dunwan eat.then she suddenly say : ' ning! u nv eat ah! i buy one eh! u better eat hor'then i take one then eat.hmmm.see.i so scared of her.grrr :x
shhh~dun tell her.

my beloved sis eating the cake.haha!

see how swet she smile..

can imagain how nice the cake is?

but acutally is nice la.but the more u eat the more sweet it is.omg.

sweet.im gg to fat le.:x

okok.finished with all the photos.

today went out with shihui to jurong point to watch 17 AGAIN.haha.chatted alot.can say update each others school life.cos 2 diff school life mahs ;D

met at the busstop and took bus tgt there.

buy tickets and had lunch at KFC and went to watch movie after lunch.

haha:)) went shopping in jp2 ( new one ) .bought some beads and she bought herself something too.haha.i duno whats tt called.see her blog will know.white colour de.haha.oops!okla.then shop again.omg!i seriously love ATRTBOX the things.is so super duper nice ok people.haha! nice nice nice.

then went take photos and off we go.

cos i needa be back to grandma hse to celebrate her bd.muahah!

ending off with this pic.

haha.me and my sis ((:

that guy behind really spoil the photo.muahah.oops! hope he wun see it.hehe.but he's kinda funny tdy.find him caring at the same time too.hehe.

gt to go.byeiis!

hmmm,saw u tdy and i rarely see
you.why din i take the intivative to go forward u and chat.
wanna take photo with you but i
forget
just wanna tell u to take care cos
in NS will be tough.
take care bro!

my mummy will be away to CHINA coming tue to next thur ( 8 days )

im going to miss her ! sobs D:

ohmygod.what happen to my mind.my brain.my hand.my heart.

does they tell me to tell and write the thinking of mine to him?

i felt so silly then,

he promise to give me soemtime to think and give him the answer.

but time flies and i might not be able to provide him with those ans he wanted maybe.
it's tougher then i thought at first.

i thought tt saying a yes or no will be easy.

but is too far difficult.

i might hurt the both of us or just only one.

what am i doiing and what am i thinking.

2009-04-15T02:58:00.000-07:00

hellos peeps! (: !
today is wednesday so means is my 3rd day of school reopen!
monday went back to school with excite-ment!
went back jiu QCA pract.then received my timetable.omg!
see ah.

monday - QCA prat for the whole day ( from 9am to 4 pm.including no CA care )
tuesday - Molecular bio theory plus pract plus QCA theory ( from 8 am to 4.30 pm )
wednesday - only QCA pract ( from 9 m to 12 pm unless no contact with SH )
thursday - QCA theory plus mole bio pract ( 4 hrs pract !! ) ( from 8 am to 3 pm )
friday - QCA theory plus mole bio theory ( 3 hrs!) ( from am to 1 pm ) but dun forget i got CCA.

i ver sian when i see my timetable. not only that hookays.
for molecular biology is freaking scary and i think i going crazy. see this,
clash course isnt fun at all :

week 1 ( this week so nothing.)
week 2 : Practical assigment 1 ( means next week )
week 3 : Class test 1
week 4 : Phase test 1
week 5 : Practical assigment 2
week 6 : Class test 2

not only that.
for the QCA first day jiu say got project.
need do all those SOPs && duno what de.

week 2 : hand in the gant chart
week 3 : normal (maybe test and practical assignment and phase test )
week 4 : normal
week 5 : hand in the log book ( 15 may ) <- not ver sure
week 6 : hand in the SOPs ( 22 may ) <- not ver sure

somemore i still goot the greenwave competition =/ hmmm.die liao lor.i haven do all the research and this friday he needs all the list needed ( including how much needed , the design if the tank ...etc )
waaaa!!!
im going crazy!!!
=/
goodluck to me people )):

oh.then today went back to school with my sinus again.hmmm .____.
cannot tahan so sleep on the lab bench. :P
then after school went to tamp 1 for shopping with weijie, huiyun & yanguang.
went to TM first and i bought myself a wallet from cutetink
haha! love their products.super duper ultra cute.haha! XD
then went to tamp 1 walk walk.
so many ppl and there nth much to walk de lor.
then walk walk.then yanguang become more and more emo.____.
duno what happen to him!
hahas.okla.
yanguang dun emo le kkays.
kumpatei! new term new begining kays (:!
haha.
then he went off and the left of us went to walk at the century square and tm again.haha!
then walk walk talk talk.
weijie take care ah.haha.dun snif sniff sniff hehe.
dun like me become clown.nose redred.
take care lots!
bye~!

im afraid to hurt you.

2009-04-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

{ edited}

i had so much things in mind that i wanted say.

but when i sat down in front of my com,

my mind was totally blank.

i did not know where & how to start what im thinking.

i thought alot.

it is not the time now yet.

i cannot take up this challenge :(
sorry if i hurt u.
im sorry.

there is still so much things i wanted to say out.

but im sorry.

im not in mood now to say all these.

yeah!for happiness!

tomorrow is the school reopen!

im so excited for it!

but when i think of see-ing erhem face.i sian half liaos.

competition things i had not eve prepared.

im sure i will have a scolding from him. maybe the 1st time ;X

sayonara! hah XD

2009-04-08T02:01:00.000-07:00

Cruel Love

im starting on this korean drama show called CRUEL LOVE.
quite nice lahs.
just watch only 2 ep lo.so i cannot say much about the synposis.
haha XD
cast : Kwon Sang Woo ( Yong Gi as a pop artisit )
: Cha Ye Ryun, Muoi ( Joanne )
: Lee Yo Won ( In Jung )
: Kim Ga Yun ( A rich wife )
first ep jiu sad liaos.hmmm :x
holidays ending le i then watch drama.sigh.hmmm. =/
bye~ wanna continue to watch!!

2009-04-07T03:52:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps ((: !

went to deviantart to search for some nice pictures.HAHA!

well.found this & im in love with it with my first sight.muahah ;DD

RAINBOW !!

i did not seen this for a long time.when will be my turn to see one? wondering **

yesterday ( MONDAY ) ,

went off to woodlands ( CWP ) there to meet up with CCA mates for CCA gathering.

some seniors went there too and so does we the juniors went.

went to pizzahut to eat.

i, had my 1st time to had this kind of CCA gatherings with CCA mates.haha! :P

quite fun & we went for arcade to play after tt lor.

then we play some games.then off we go.means DISMISSED!! LOL -.-

then went to buy YILING present.hehe.hope she like it bahs.

then went off to plaza sing with weijie,huiyun,korshim,chris to watch movie.

' confession of the shopaholic '

hope i spelt correctly.haha ;x

quite nice.

comdey plus romance plus some feelings.

okk.after viewing this movie.

the lady with the green scarf
bye =DD

2009-04-05T08:28:00.000-07:00

hello peeps ! ((:

im back from east coast park where i went cycling with manyy people.

only people i know are minsi.jessie.weijie.LOL.haha XD

cos the others are from jessie tt side de relatives de.

overall i had a very fun && wonderful day.

hehe.

feeling tired && sleepy now.

will update more on it once get some photos?

hahas,bye byee!

2009-04-04T11:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YILING!!

best wishes to you!!

2009-04-04T07:45:00.000-07:00

Friday
went to ecp with weijie,yanguang,korshim,jinyu && huiyun.
went there to learn cycling lor.
so old le then learn cycling =x
hahas XD
had a fun day there.
then after tt went for bowling!!
muahah
ver fun,
i wan go play again!!!
haha ! who wan go play bowling??
i think im addicted too it.haha!

Today
went back to grandma house without my sister but with my mother ;DD
cos sister got project to do lo.so left me allone to grandma house.
really boring there,now i then know the importance of my sister prescence at grandma house :x
then hp batt left only ONE bar!! ohmygod.
lucky still can msg weijie and chat,HAHA!
lucky man.MUAHAH =D
then i wan lying on my aunt bed lor while listening to adults chatting in a room.
hahas.well.i dun really understand what they are talking sometimes.
haha
then my mum began to talk about her fren i think.,
saying tt her 2 daughters are like super active and keep going overseas and now they are planning to ' bei bao lu xing ' to those WW3 countries.i was like OMG!
then her fren tell my mum saying tt warn ur 2 daoughters dun do like them,
then my aunt hear liaos.
she say,i believe this girl will not de ( using her hand to play my hair ) cos she ver indoor , nei xiang,HAH!
then she added..but the small one mmaybe need more guang cha.cos she active.hmmm,
so this is the difference btw mw and my sister.MUAHH!
hmmm.okkays.
im indoor.hope i will not be like the zi bi zheng like tt.although sometimes i do think im like tt.
haha ! okla.enough of my nonscence.
people.ask u a question.
what is the feeling of jealousness?
bye.

music box =D

2009-04-01T21:54:00.000-07:00

picture taken from http://www.yahoo.com.sg/

hello peeps ((:

woah.im totally in love with music box when im in secondary school.

long wanted to have a musical box on my own.

own fav music.

own design.

woah!isnt tt great?? smiling happily *

okok.i know is too impossible.

i don't know where to make own music box.

i only know at japen there is one lo.haha.but tt's too far.hmmm .

grrrr.why am i tired again? ._____.

hais.

later having guitar lesson.

bye ! ~

waving **

2009-03-31T18:40:00.000-07:00

hello peeps ((:
im back again.
holidays are ending soon,
ending in one week time.
i wan meets-up!if not i will have no more time,
i wan more fun with them again,
bye

MUAHAHA ;D

2009-03-31T04:09:00.000-07:00

wohoo!
everybody~ ((:
i make a new hp strap on my own,muahaha,
love it man,
now my phone all pink pink,
hp pink,hp strap thingy also pink,bell also pink!!
haha,okkays.
im just crazy over PINK.
humphs.
i think i really missed out a real time with my bestfren in sec.
cos her cousin bd mahs.hais.sorry.cos sick so cannto attend her bd party.dun anrgy.
meet up soon kkays ((:
okkays.i got to go.byebye~
* listening to ' a shouder to cry on by tommy page ' omg.makes me think of the days we had our fun((: meet up again.i miss you!!
singing *
it so hard to know if u feeling sad..
.
.
.
might feel better if u let me walk with u by the side
when u need a shoulder to cry on,
when u need a fren to rely on,
when the whole world gone,
u wun b lone cos i will be there,,
.
.
.
over all the times.
when everything is wrong..
.
.
.
carried on.
.
side by side
bring u with the end..
.
.
.
everyone need a shoulder to cry on,
everyone need a fren to rely on,
.
.
.
i will be the one to rely on.
.
.
when to whole's world is gone,
u always have my sholuder to cry on.

nahs
i only like these few words.
so touching,.sobs..
had u found ur fren / shoulder to cry on?
for me.i think i have. ;DD

2009-03-28T22:42:00.000-07:00

wohoo.helllo peeps (:
im feeling much more better
but my shoulder i duno why so pain.
like the 'jing' kana pulled or what ):
so pain.
then direct to my head and back ):
sigh.
where gt link one.
hmmm.
tonight i should put more plaster.
byes.
- P.S sigh,adult ballet dancing only available on every friday 6pm.at lakeside there,but im having CCA till 5.sigh,how?should i go or not?or should i try other dance? [ thinking hard ]
people.how??

2009-03-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

我好幸苦啊!!

deterioate.

2009-03-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

hello peeps.

ohmy.i think my health is failing.
maybe because of the holidays which started making me feel weaker?
maybe of the diff timing of sleeping.
had not been sleeping well lately.
been dreaming of all sorts of things tt it seems that it will happen. =/
my health
-i had spin in my head.
-->[ i was thinking what on earth my room is spinning in rounds and circles? cun it just stop? ]
-i had terrible headache.
-->[ i was thinking is there anybody hitting my head ? just anywhere on my head with a rock ? ] but there was no blood ]
-i had terrible stomachache.
-->[ was it because of my MCs , but it had been 3 day alr!! ]
-my throat are more dry then last time,
-stupid cough dun just let me cough out,
-stupid sneeze dun just sneeze out to make my life easier??
-my wisdom tooth gum had been starting to swollen.
pain.cannot eat what i wanted to eat.
-->since the 4 wisdom tooth out, i had been baring with my temptation on those hard foods or tidbits like roasted peanuts bla bla.
-->[ i think i should use this holiays to pluck out all my 4 wisdom tooth , but baring with the pain, do u think i can make it? ]
-im shivering.
what should i do ? )):
bye peeps )):

2009-03-27T07:03:00.000-07:00

Friendship
Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It is seen through the heart not through the eyes. The essence is in its inherent sharing, the path by which each of us learns to know oneself as another self. Friendship is related to loyalty and commitment, and loyalty is related to trust, also a promise spoken by the heart is not given by pledge, nor written on paper, but promise renewed everytime friends keep in touch. Friendship is like a rainbow, and a light in the darkness, if you have one true friend.
Friendship is the most beautiful gift one can ask for in our life. It is a priceless gift that cannot be bought or sold, but its value is far greater than a mountain made of gold. True Friendship is like a pretty flower, worn close to the heart. It starts with a simple seed, glowing in its glory, each and every seed, telling its own story.

Failed but Happier
Half of them have given up, decided to retreat and confess to be defeated. The other tried to fight back and continued the struggle. But, most of them was disappointed and losing the faith. Failure is so painful.
However, there is always who find another thing which more value than the success. Something different from its destiny before. The thing that…made them feels relieved. When you failed the study, remember Bill Gates, the richest man on the earth who never put on the graduation robe. If in the entire life you always be the second’s, mirror to Edwin Aldrin, who of course luckier than Michael Collins who was only sitting while his two partners were jumping on the moon surface. And if you were just dumped by a girl, always remember your father who got the same thing many times before until he met the woman who brought you to this world.
Maybe we could not get what we want, but who knows, we’ll get what we need.

When He Married With another Girl

Michael O’Neal (Dermot Mulroney) and Julianne Potter (Julia Roberts) have been friends for years. But when Michael tell her that he is getting married to a girl called Kimberly Wallace (Cameron Diaz), Julianne finally realized that she has true feelings to Michael. Then, Julianne came to the wedding and tried everything to get them to break up.
Julianne Potter was sitting alone, looking at the white Corvette which going away from the party. Michael and Kimi were there on their honeymoon. During these two weeks, she had been trying to separate both of them. And she failed. Michael chose Kimi. Her best friend chose the best girl.

Her phone was ringing.

“Hey, George,“ Julianne said.

“Having a good time?” George asked with his British accent.

“Not particularly, but I did what I came to do.”

“What? You split them up?”

“No. I said goodbye.”

“Good girl. I’m proud of you. But prouder if you were dancing.”

“I have big plans for dancing,” said Julianne, and then took a deep breath. “Just give me 30, 35
years.”

“The misery… the exquisite tragedy. The Susan Hayward of it all.”

Julianne smiled, but sadder.

“I can picture you there sitting alone at your table in your lavender gown.”

“Did I tell you my gown was lavender?” Julianne asked.

“Hair swept up. Haven’t touched your cake. Probably drumming your fingernails on the white linen tablecloth…the way you do when you’re really feeling down. Perhaps looking at those nails thinking: ‘Gosh, I should’ve stopped my evil plotting to have that manicure, but it’s too late now’.”

“George, I didn’t tell you my dress was lavender.”

George did not care. “Suddenly, a familiar song.”

The band on the stage was singing A Little Pray for You.

The moment I wake up…

That is impossible, think Julianne. George was not in New York right now. George was in the same room with her. Then, she stood up and looking for George between the dancing guests.
George continued, “And you’re off your chair in one exquisite movement…wondering, searching, sniffing the wind…like a dapple deer. Has God heard your little prayer? Will Cinderella dance again? And then, suddenly, the crowds part…”

Finally, Julianne found George who was sitting with the phone, staring at her.

“…and there he is,” said George. ”Sleek, stylish, radiant with charisma. Bizarrely, he’s on the telephone. But then, so are you.”

Julianne laughed seeing what George did.

George stood up and walked towards Julianne. “And he comes towards you…the move of a jungle cat. Although you quite correctly sense that he is…,” George was silence for a second, his eyes glancing to right-left, “gay…like most devastatingly handsome single man of his age are…”
Julianne let George put down their phones and kissed her hand.

“You think: ‘What the hell…life goes on. Maybe there won’t be marriage. Maybe there won’t be sex. But, by God, there’ll be dancing’.”

Julianne laughed so happy and then dance with George.

Yeah, she failed to get Michael. She failed to separate both of them. However, in front of her now there was George, her gay best friend. Maybe there will not be marriage. Maybe there will not be sex. But, by God, there’ll be dancing.

- found on net.enjoy~
bye((:

2009-03-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

RAINBOW in the dark.

i miss see-ing rainbow.

when will be myy turn to see a rainbow??

i miss rainbow.& drizzle.

wanted to be alone much more then i think =/

MUAHAHAHA ((: people im back!!

okkays,im just crazy,

tuesday was huiyun birthday and we went out to celebrate with her,

together with minsi,weijie,jinyu && yanguang and me too ((:

we went to singapore flyer then had our dinner at marina i think.hahs XD.

okkays.pictures will be uploaded one i get it.hehe.

wed not feeling well.sigh.

thur offically sick.

headache && sneeze && sorethroat.wth .___.

but i still need to bare with it to go to my guitar lesson :x

on my way home feel like sneezing.the stupid sneeze dun want come out.i ren-ing.

ok.dun wan say lioaos.

stomach not feeling well.

byebye )):

2009-03-23T07:18:00.000-07:00

hello peep((:
well.
today went back to school for CCA duty.
normal duty.as per normal.
then went home after tt.while huiyun went to the bank.
went back home on mrt.
listening to a song.
making my heart sour and pain.
feel like crying,
but my tears just dunt come out no matter how hard i force it to be.
ytd dreamt.

i cried.noone was there to console me.i felt so lost & down.=(

bye((:

2009-03-22T03:03:00.000-07:00

HELLOS peeps ((:
let me post something on FRIDAY then today de bahs.

FRIDAY

this girl below is my sister.muahhahas!went to LOT to have AJISHEN.

see how she is so so so CONTENTED ^^

then i ordered the duno what seafood de plus this fried tofu as my alarcart.hah XD

this one is sis orderer de.

i forget what she eat liaos but her alarcart was nice.hahas.is whitefish!!i remembered!wahaha.

TODAY

look at the little girl there.she is so so cute,she played with me only high 5! hahs.but that is enough.

went over to my grandma house there.

&& met up with my aunt they all.waited for the bus to bring us to the hotel for the wedding lunch.hehe.excited actually.cos i first time got this wedding lunch de.normally is dinner de mahx.

finally reached MERCHANT COURT HOTEL :))

reached there then got the reception.i was .___. this is called the cocktail??!!

ah.nevermind.

went in then waited && listen to the music till i almost fall asleep { XooX }
hehe.but is ok la.i din fell asleep.hahs.
then the newly wed come in.hehe.cut the cake.

ah!the bride was so beautiful and was like shine with light.bridegroom smile with happiness.

this one is the menu for today lunch.

quite similar with the wedding lunch is just that it in called LUNCH -..-
all nice nice.but i only eat a little.so now im HUNGRY!!
cos i scared fat)):

people.dun shocked if u see this photo.

he is my cousin just playing with my phone camera.
muahahah!!he works in a hotel.so cool!!

i wanted tt also.hahahsXD
ok.see le just scroll down.hah.

cos when he take then see the photo then screamed.ah.got doublechin.hahs.who ask u take in that direction.should take from the top mah.hahas.oops!XP

sorry.it is blurr.this one is the second grown she is wearing.

is just like the mermaid u know the shape.

omg.she's just slim.

okkays.then came in to pop the champange.hahs.POP*

then u know what the MCs said?

you see they are pouring slowly & you can see that they are going slowly & steady aand smoothly on this journey.uh!!so sweet.

okok.YUMSHENG!!hahas.last yumshend was like cannot stop.but is see the person then he stop.wth.hahs.neymind.

afterall it is just for fun lor. =)

my beloved && my mummy ((:
lsmiling so happily.cos full liaos mahs.hehe XD

this one is my big aunt.always call her ' dayi ' hahs.do they resemble alot?

people always cannot recongnise who is who.LAUGH*LAUGH*

this one is the candle they gave.nice right.

i keep taking photo of this then i sudden say:

' why am i taking photos of NON-living things .___. '

but i still continued to take.muahah.

the paper (outer) says : ' LOVE IS ... '

the paper (inner ) sayd : ' ...much like a wild rose, beautiful and clam, blooming in each other;s heart. '
(since the photo like not clear again =.= )

hehes.2 photos posted up.taken tgt with my beloved.hahs.

there are many more.but all are obscenced.hehehe.cannot see.too bad! =P

okkays.lastly posted up with this picture.

' Love is a mystery to solve '

hahs.

EDITED : beloved asked my one question.

' when is my turn'

i replied :

' wait for 20 years more =D '

she said :

' what??!! 20 years too long lei. 10 yrs more can? '

i replied :

' cannot.20 more years!! hahs '

then my mum come in join in the conversation.

then we tell her.

mummy tell me :

' 20 yrs too long la. '

then i sudden rmb tt she want to be grandmother at a age of 55 -.-

im hungry people.byebye =)

2009-03-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

hello peeps ((:

the above picture is my pet terrappin ( i thiink so ) egg.

shocked?hahas.it is really an egg.there's 2 actually but i only take one photo lor.

not long again she lay egg again.now.

not this size but a longer one.scary.

no matter what she had been qualified to become a mother & im the grandmother.

okkays.it sound weird.hahs XD.

today was friday 20.03.09

no cca no school cos HOLIDAY.

wahaha.i sleep till normal ( =/ ) hahas.thought of sleeping till late like 1 or 2 but i scared night time i cannot sleep.hehe.

then woke up at 11am cos 30 min i play with my soft toy bla bla on my bed.hahs.

then i woke up.yah.finally.

hahas.then watch PI LI MIT !!

woots!super duper nice man.

hahas.so exciting && scary..but is NICE.=D

okkays.done with my drama fanz again.

went out with my BELOVED sister.hahs.

she wan eat AJISHEN( spelt wrongly) then i like kana force like tt.if i dun acc her eat she dun acc me go to the harbourfront centre there.

so jiu eat lor.i got pics.she very man zu with the lunch meal.XD

then cos of huiyun bd present went over to harbourfront there buy.so many things i wan lei.esp the wallet.omg!damn nice.but the freaking price was nice too.

uh!forget it.so buy liaos.

hahas

then went to shop for a while then take bus back home.sian.

so fast go home.zzz.

nan de like a bird can fly out from the cage so free then now kept in the cage again.

somemore nothing to do de lei.hahas.okla.i talking craps.

how i wish this holidays end quickly cos im really rotting at home =(

hahas.i wanna shopping again!!

hope to meet my princesses asap!!

if not i will have no time.unless u all want wait till dec tt holidays.hahas.

buaibuai XD

2009-03-17T21:16:00.000-07:00

hello peeps ((:
it had been holidays le lorhs..
i have been slacking at home..
monday went back to school to do the duty for aquaculture..
tue went out with my mum && sister for some shopping..
wed..
actually going out with my princesses..
but michelle lew(working) && yuwei(sprain ankle) && yuanjia(sick) are not avaliable for todat which is wednesday..
so i ask if can cancell the whole thing and postpone it to next week cos tiffany going overseas o the 28 mrar.
so i msg yiling.
well.i know is kinda sad la.
just saw her blog and knew that her results isnt that good.hais.i should not have ask to cancel.
i should have go out tdt and make her happy or whatever..sigh..
im a girl who always had her things done wrong.

so so so this holidays..what should i do man..
what should i do what should i do...??

&&i was planning to do my NYAA at the library lo.
think it will be quite fun helping out with those activites ^^
look forward to that.

&& i maybe joing for some sports and camps bahs.
for the NYAA thingy.
anyone can intro camping??

&& i hope to learn dancing.(ppl.dun laugh)
i wanted to learn that for quite a long time.
its time for me to find one course to learn.
maybe ballet?got any intro abt?for adults one.

&& i wanted to learns jap or korean language..
maybe can help out when im out for working..?

&& i wanna learn how to use photoshop!!!
it is tie for me to figure it out how to use this super difficult software.
firstly i need to find where is my disc.-.-
hahas,cos my cm rom is in a big mess.

&& i wanna meet up with my princesses asap!!
i miss them alot.
i duno why..
i just miss you guys..

&& i wanna meet up with the sec 4/7 classmates!!
organise one?
&& wanna meet up with my sisters..
long time din go out and play with them liaos..

think will be like tt bahs,
people..see..
what i wanted to do or learn all need money..hais..IA pls come cos i need money to learn..
till then..buy peeps.
school reopen thee will be gonna few people..=(

2009-03-15T06:09:00.000-07:00

hello peeps ((:
it is HOLIDAYS!!
&& i tell you all..
i always thought tt i will be happy because of HOLIDAYS.
but i was WRONG.
it was full with boredom!!
i can smell the bored and the laziness.
uh!!people..
what should i do during this abt 1 full month of holidays?
im bored..
gor gor ah,,
dun go there that often hor..
hehe,oops!
okla.stop here.
buai buai ^^

2009-03-13T21:13:00.000-07:00

Memories deep in my heart

hello peeps ((:

went to browse through the facebook && found this pic in one of classmate de profile.

so went to edit yeap!

arghs..i really misses the times && days we spent.

i quite regret la..cos i din really mix around with them much..

they are really good && nice classmates or rather friends to know with..^^

thougth of having the gathering yesterday.but i cannot make it.,

then heard that they cancelled it cos not all can make it..

so finding one day which all man make it..=)

i misses..

i wish to see you again..

bye..

off i go to my grandma house..=)

2009-03-13T05:48:00.000-07:00

today went back for CCA.
not much to say.
too routine.
bye.
swollen eyes lo.
so obvious that my eye one big one small.
i wanna change my blog url.hmmm.

2009-03-12T05:39:00.000-07:00

im bored ((:

1. Last Beverage?: ANJUL O'NEILS ROOT BEER :)

2. Last Phone Call?: my MUMMY ((:

3. Last Text Message?: Miss Jessie

4.Last Song You Listened To?: shi fei ti by fan wei qi

5. Last Time You Cried?: erm..dun want to say.

6. Have You Ever: Dated Someone Twice?: nope.

7. Been Cheated on?: feelings?stupid guy.

8. Kissed Someone And Regretted It?: Nope.

9. Lost someone special?: Nah

10. Been Depressed?: yeap.for ard 1 to 2 years.now still going on.=(

11. Been Drunk?: not al all.the beer smell so yucky.

List Three Favorite Colors:

12.: white

13. : babbyblue

14. : babbypink ((:

This Year Have You

15.Made New Friends?: yeap.alot more ((:

16. Fallen Out Of Love?: erm..not really..

17. Laughed until You Cried?:many many times in school&& at home.

18. Met Someone WHo Changed You?: someone??

19. Found Out Who Your True Friends Were?: not reallly bahs.maybe have?

20. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You?: erm.what is it trying to say??

21. Kissed anyone on your friends list?: NO.

22. How Many people on your friends list do you know in real life?: all lahs.

23. Do you have any pets?: yes!!just lay 3 eggs in total.so happy ((:

24. What did you do for your last birthday?: went to ecp to celebrate ((:

25. What time did you wake up today?: 7:00 am

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?: of course SLEEPING.

27. Name something you CANNOT wait for?: nothing.messages?

28. Last time you saw your father?: from morning till now.he's not back from work.

29.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: my personalitites and attitude

30. What are you listening to right now?: my blog song - 612 xing qiu by SHE!!

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: nope.

32. What's getting on your nerves right now?: Why aint there no messages for me to reply??

33. What is your real name?: Michelle Ong ShiNing

34. Zodiac Sign?: GOAT.meh~

35. Male or Female?:Female

36. Elementary School?: South View Primary School

37. Middle School?:Regent Secondary School

38. High School?: ITE.

39. Hair Color?: Black but going brown -.-

40. Long or short hair?: long.

41. Height?: 1.63

42. Do you have a crush on someone?: maybe?

43. What do you like about yourself?: i dun know.

44. Piercings?: not!

45. Tattoos?: no!

46. Righty or Lefty?: Righty

47.Firsts Surgery?: small one?

48. Piercing?: NO.i scared pain.

49. Tattoo?: NO

50. Best Friend?: erm..huiyun,jinyu,weijie like tt bahs.((: for ITE.

: Yiling,YuanJia,Tiffany,Yu Wei, Michelle Lew from sec.

51. Sport you joined?: now nil.

52. Pet?: got.

53. Vacation you remembered?: trip to taiwan && beijing.

54. Concert?: no~

55. Crush?: maybe?

56. Alcoholic Drink?: NO.

57. Eating?: haar??must eat laa.

58. Drinking?: drink plain water?omg..

59. I'm about to...: sick again.maybe sore eye.

60. Listening to...: teardrop on my guitar

61. Waiting for...: that particular think to happen and raining!!so i can play in the rain again.

62.: Want kids?: er,,ya..but i scared pain how..

63. Want to get married?: ya la.

64. Careers in mind?: not really..

65. Lips or Eyes?: har??

66. Hugs or Kisses?: huggs better then kisses..i need warmth..=P

67. Shorter or Taller?: Taller la.i so short..

68. Older or Younger: erm..i look older then my age!!i need younger..

69. Romantic or Spontanious?: what is it talking about?english so chim..

70. Nice stomach or Nice arms?: not really..

71. Tattoos or Piercings?: none.

72. Sensitive or Loud?: im sensitive.so which sensitive u refer?

73. Hook-up or Relationship?: r/s bahs.

74. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: i dunknow.

Have You Ever

76. Drank hard liquor?: no.yucks!

77. Lost glasses/contacts?: no

78. Sex on first date?:no.

79. Broken someone's heart?: I DUNKNOW.

80. Had your heart broken?: Yeah.TWICE.

81. Been arrested?: arrested for what??hahas.no la.

82. Turned someone down?: well.sometimes cos the timing crush.

83. Cried when someone died?: yea )):

84. Liked a friend that is the same sex?: ?_?

85.Do You Believe In: Yourself?: nope.im pessisimistic.

86.Miracles?: yes.

87. Love at first sight?: no.cos normally first sight relationship doesn't last long.i dun wanna that.

88. Heaven?: yes.how i wish i can fly up to there without any stress and worries.

89. Santa Claus?: yea.from young till now.but got bluffed by my parents.aven though know that it is false that there is santa claus ard,i believe that there is one.

90. Kissing on the first date?: not really.

91. Angels?: i wonder when u are coming to protect me.

92. Sex before marriage?: no la!

93. Life on other planets?: im from MARS.

94. Life after death?: what is tt?

95. Only being with one person forever?: yeap ((= hope can.

96:Answer Truthfully: Is there one person you want to be with right now?: maybe bahs.but i think i doubt so.that percentage is so low.

97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfrend at one time?: no.

98. Do you believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: i duno la.

99. What's the one thing you cannot live without?: my family && friends.

100. What's one secret you have that not many people know?: erm.i duno if there is still secrets left to discover me.

i had finish this quiz which i volunteered to do la.cos im bored now.EXAMS OVER!!
1st April 2009 - GPA results released.hahas.
okkays,i think im gonna score badly for it.hmmm. =(
i sudden feel that i cannot live without someone.is this called??sigh.i not sure.
bye peeps.
im gonna rest.

2009-03-09T04:42:00.000-07:00

hellos peeps ((:
just reached home with an uncomfortable feeling.
maybe too tired or what head had been pain for the whole day but i dun want to speak it all out so i decided to ay here ((:
yesterday night cannot really fell into my dreams,
maybe too many points for GM bahs..then really was thinking about it..
i fell asleep..i thought i had finally slept..
but after a few while i woke up again and think about the definnations of biosafety,biosecurity,biohazards & biosaftey guidelines..
iw as terrified because i cannot remember all the definations..
and you all know what..
all definations i memorise did not come out in the exam paper.
wat the freak..
memorise the factors all din come out..just read thru and never even memorise then all come out!
all mainly on safety,microscope,gram staining..wth..sigh..
think ganna score badly for this term..
i totally sucks in studying..
LABMATHS on thur.kempatei everyone!!=)
bye people..

2009-03-07T20:08:00.000-08:00

612星球

满园玫瑰我以爲找到我那一朵

认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手

责备什麽人也没有用

玫瑰都红难免看错

望着天空爱是风活在童话里头

小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂

原来每颗心都有个洞找不到真爱会一直寂寞

我但愿有一个人在等我

在属於我的612星球

好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走

不快乐至少要有梦一定会有一个人在等我

无条件拥抱着我的所有

想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘

花别谢太快请你等等我

擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙

小王子说爱一定开在某个角落

不想相爱的人那麽多我会幸福吗在什麽时候

edited

2009-03-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

yoh people ((:
i cun bare with mt tempation in blogging.
been days i had not blog liaos lor.
people keep asking mw why why why or had stopped blogging anot.
well well..
i had not stop blogging people and i will update more after my exams!!
9 march & 12 march!!
i got to bare with it..wahaha..
been resting liaos from 7 till now..
then watched this show called ' HAPPILY EVER AFTER '
then i got 2 questions to ask guys.
please guys,do reply me hahas..
first question : Will you use s** to ,maintain / continue with your relationship with your wife?
second question : If your wife is pregnant, will you fool around to have fulfilled your MAN's needs??
okkays.o asked finish.one more to you all with relationship.
DO YOU STILL LOVE YOUR GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND?
& ohya! people for guys dun think that woman are giving birth machine && a s** machine to fulfill your needs.all are rubbish.dun think that giving birth is just one egg pop out then u go give birth on your own.hahas.sorry if i offence someone.hahas.
-- cos i know i think i had falled upon you.
exams fisrt!! bye people..!!

2009-02-28T03:49:00.001-08:00

well.hello peepes ((:
came back from my grandma house with a deep nice nap cos i was RAINING.
raining was my favourite okkays.dun think im emo again.i promise weijie && minsi not to emo again cos i had grown one year older.hahas.okkays.today went back to school lo for the green forum.hmmm.supposingly meet at 8 am but i OVERSLEPT and reached at school by 8.09am.shocked uh?!i also cun believe myself.cos i oversleppt.omg -.- ''' then went to the aditorium there to meet thhen go the our respective grp la.weijie,huiyun and me are from grp 3 and the rest are from grp 4.then still gt time mahs.then jiu went over grp 4 there cos miss zak also there mahs,but the stupid teacher from grp 3 see us go the grp 4 then give us the damn stupid face.wth la she.i hate people giving me this king of face de.i feel like bashing her up at that moment.no.cun say bash too boyish.must be polite.rephrase: i feel like knocking her head towards the wall and say stop showing me this kind of face,wahahas,ook,im being lame can,.ya.then whatever so..10 am went back to the place and had our grp presentation those things lorhs.quite interesting and bored so i began to play with my fingers.wahaha.play play then know how flexible my fingers are. then weijie saw stop me from playing.fun mahs,somemore so bored.hahas.okla.i promise him not to play anymore cos he say will hurt the fingers lo.:S then had our refreshments.ok.i swear that this is the first time i had a refreshment and somemore i went for a second round for it.hahs.the food nice!then 30 min went and we neeed go back.sian.Q & A session.i more sian,plaay again and talk and laugh.opps!i shouldnt do that.hahas.then end at 1 pm.then byebye.hahas.

took soome pics with miss zak.hahas!pic posted next time bahs if i rmb=P

2009-02-27T04:53:00.000-08:00

hello peeps ((: im back again for blogging.

today was supposingly that we had no lesson.okkays.at first im super happy but i forget that i had CCA lor =/ then had to go back to do the PM thingy.=) but our project was successful!!im quite happy with all those final products we had produced.hahas.& i had to really thanks weijie for helping with us all the stuffs like trimming the photos edges cos i know i cun do well for cutting of photos.hahas.today blurr mahs.hahas.then went to the orphanage to give the photo frame and off we go back school & ohya.i reached school today at 8 am.zzz.

then went for lunch then for the stupid CCA.hais.then began to see change face performance.okkays.let me start.

she is just being so so super ACT!!stop being so 'KIND' & 'CUTE' & 'KELAIN' to other people.Geetha alr gave u the new handset and u are not using it.keep saying that u had no time to save the contacts to your sim card blah blahs.then hello! you can do that when u are on your way to school or back home or work to save right!then please stop behaving that you are so good to help out in the cca.being close to the position people doesnt make any difference.wth!then today she keep running around say yea found a box to put the water.oh please.how old are you and u sre still jumping around?i know u are happy to find one la but u dun need to ACT in front of us right.freak off!then keep talking to the juniors.then think what?huiyun & i are transparent?we ate glass to grow up??!and in your eyes they are your friends.fine!today on the way to the orphanage,miss zak ask her about her decision on going to poly anot.sitting beside me.shaking her leg.what the hell!is a car okkays!if one shake the rest sure will feel it de lor.c'mon girl.kick off this habit.then u keep saying duno duno if want to go poly anot.if u are so undecisive then u go for poly la.weijie and miss zak say that 1 year later also need to go poly and now have a choice to go poly.sooner or later u had to go poly.then must as well u go now la.u sure had already a place in your heart that u are going is just that u wanted people to make u stay or wanted people to talk to you more and making a glime on you.who do u think u are.please think carefully!keep saying duno duno duno.wth!shut ur mouth for this 3 words-i dont know.then today in CCA u are like the president of the club?telling other members what to do and what to prepare.give me the eyes that i hated so much one.i told her 'friend' if u cannot cope in ITE now.then how are u coping ur studies now if u are decided to go to poly?then u keep saying that u had no money no money.but u have the money to have a feast at sakae and treating them for dinner?and u had left little money left.and these money does not enough for ur emergency use.keep say no money no money.hais.

you fakeness,ur cuteness,ur fake smiles and many things..
making me more and more hate you..
u are just acting to make people think that we are bullying u.
&& one more thing.u had never realise that YOU HAD CHANGED!!
i hate you..
cos u sucks...
bye!
fake people doing fake stuffs.i thought i could see it in tv but i seen it on real life..

2009-02-25T03:14:00.000-08:00

yohoo!! im well & i tell him not to give me the chocolates cos i scared to be fat and is heaty (:
okkays.i love the show or i can say is that anime?the da xiong mao so cute!! in love with it but i duno his name.hmmm.this show is nice and romantic.hahas.
okays.fine with all these things.
today had my labmaths class test 3 and i think it really din turn it out well la.cos i was like blurr when i recieve the paper.hais :S then today for the godmother's practical class was like uhm..les then half came?and that A din come.siao la.i just dun like that way she is treating us,the colour of her face and the fakeness?ah! i just cun stand it lahs.freaking off.hais.i know i cun say it is my fault.but sometimes your doings are over done.i ust hate it.pls think of what u had done and how u treat us.
WHATEVER!!i dun wanna care now.i just wanna care for my exams and test for tmr.QCA.got to go.bye ppl and goodluck!

hais.bye people.((:
why has the rain stopped?it seems that i could never walked under such rain again cos noone will know me that im crying.pls think of yourself if u think u are stress so does your friends.maybe or perhaps they are more stress then u.cos i know u sucks!

2009-02-20T21:13:00.000-08:00

im sick people!!hais.
yesterday aquaculture was a torture?!oops!
was so called kana called by the oliver for the competition.GREEN WAVE.
belinda & yanguang congrats me.i was wondering why la.maybe it tough?i not sure.need research.hais.
i got better and better!
fever gone && my sore throat is gone.wahaha,
someone is gonna own me a chocolate!

well.done a quiz at facebook.
-what does your birthday mean?
meaning-
You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem Your Love. Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. You are a romantic and loyal lover.
strengths-
Optimistic, brilliantly sociable and motivated to win the best in life.
Weakness-
Unrealistic,stubborn and reluctant to confront problems.
done!hahas.hope can understand more about my birthday ((:
byebye,

IF WE HOLD ON TOGETHER

don't loose your way
with each passing day
you've come so far
don't throw it away
live believing dreams
are for weeping wonders
are waiting to start

leave your story
faith hope and glory
hold to the truth in your heart

chorus>>>>
if we hold on together
i know ours dreams will never die
dreams see us through to forever
will clouds rolled by
for you and i

soul in the wind must learn how to bend
see count the star hold on to the end
valley,mountain
there is a fountain
washes our tears all the way
words are swaying someone
is praying please let us come home to stay

repeat chorus>>>>

bridges

and we are out there
in the dark will
dreams about the sun
in the dark will feels the light warms our heart everyone
chorus

if we hold on together
i know our dreams will never die
dreams see us through to forever
as high as soul's can fly
the clouds rolled by for you and i

2009-02-18T05:41:00.000-08:00

YOUHOOO!!im back people((:
a short post now if not someone is teling me to update update=P
im busy currently with my Project Management (PM1) with the photos editing bla blah.
have many test coming too!!
next monday( 23.02.09)-QCA pract test.
next wednesday( 25.02.09)-Labmaths test.
next thursday(26.02.09)-QCA class test 1.
next next next week monday(09.03.09)-general microbiology(GMaka godmother) EXAM!!!
next next next week thursday(12.03.09)-Labmaths(LM) EXAM!!
okkays.i think i had mix up the date of exams hahas.ps about it.STM mahs~
okla.everybody work hard for it!!smiles na dhave a great day everybody.

1. what is your full name?
Michelle Ong Shi Ning
2. Do you like your name?
Yea!
3. How long have you liked the person you currently like?
erm..now not?hahas.
4. Have you kissed anyone before?
nahs.nope.not ever.kiss my dad counted?=p
5. Did you cry today?
erm..ya..quite a few times.
6. what were you doing at 8am this morning?
just woke up.tired.
.7. What were you doing an hour ago?
editing photos for my project.
8. What are you currently doing?
chatting with my brother.hahas.
9. who last texted you a message?
WeiJie
10. Have you told anyone you love them today?
Nope.
11. Are you missing anyone right now?
Yes.
12. Any plans for tomorrow?
stay back at school to do the project.
13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
listening to songs.
14. Anyone you want to be with right now?
yeap!
15. Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with "S"?
Nope.
16. Name somebody who made you smile today.
erm..the one who last msg me and my best buddies of course huiyun & jinyu.
17. Name somebody whose name starts with "Z".
nobody lei.
18. Which close friend of yours stays nearby to you?
erm..if say at ite is none.if say is sec school is shihui.
19. Do you like to call or text?
Texting.
20. Do you prefer today or yesterday?
Yesterday.
21. Can you live a day without television and handphone?
NO!
22. Are you mad about anything right now?
Nope.
23. Do you ever think relationships are worth it?
friendships of course!
24. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
My grandpa.
25. Who was your last and second last hug from?
my daddy.
26. What does the last message in your handphone say?
"So i asking you to change the way you think."
27. Define life?
sometimes rainbow,sometimes black& white.
28. Do you hate anybody?
I don't have the rights to hate anyone.
29. Who was the last person you called?
My mummy.
30. Who usually send you the most text in a month?
Weijie.hahas.
.im done!

2009-02-16T03:31:00.000-08:00

YEAH!!hellos people!
i finally brought my phone.my sony ericsson phone R.I.P on the 10.02.09
so i welcome the birth of my new babyy ( samsung f480)
wahahas.her name is pinkky.cos her body is pink.heihei.call her when see her okkays.okkays.im just simply crazy..apologised for that.
end for my phone thingy,
today we had our GM class test 2.mygod.
so difficult.who will know how to do lor.i memorise the things all not out.din study din memorise the all things came out.i was like duh!!neymind.is all over.work hard on EXAM!!they are coming towards me!within a month people!!jiayou!
i got to go.byebye.
good luck to myself and everybody for the GM practical assignment ^^.

- im sorry guys for making blog private cos i need time to settle myself down.to see the world in other views.sprry for the convience caused.maybe is all my too sensitive that you are behaving in this manner.but i choose to trust in ______.

2009-02-14T07:07:00.000-08:00

happy valentine's day people ((:

how have you all spent your this SPECIAL day?

together with your closed friends,touch up abit with friends that had not met up?

for those with boyfriends or girlfriends should have had an enjoyable day bahs.

singles can be fun too on this SPECIAL DAY.

but im just not happy.i duno why.

on my way to east coast park saw many couples.not many.is in extremes.

i try to fall asleep on mrt but the way they talked and do..make me felt so uneasy..

today tot of going back to meet up with my princesses de lors.but im held up by this project so cun meet up.some have to stay in school doing project and some had too revise for exams.

how i wish i can meet up with them cos i think im having stress at ite facing someone.okkays,stop saying all these freaking thinks.today walked a long way to the area where the people were meeting.AREA G BBQ pit 70.is super duper ultra FAR.while walking i was nagging all the way.well this is me.so..tolerate it!!hahas..but it is all over.i wanted to go east coast park again cos the place was so cooling and peaceful.i wanted to go there to have some thinkings && emo-ing...?hahas.but i promise not too.hope so bahs.so this year valentines day i spent with my group mates.special isnt it?

i was super duper angry on friday 13 feb 2009!!i hate mr oliver to core!what the hell he was thinking.you think u are a lad tech and also our CCA teacher in charge you have the rights to change our future..??!!u like fishes but not that meant that i like it too ok!!i wanted to go poly for attachment so what??do i need to listen to your words and go to the aquastar to work for IA which does not related to my course.so what for i study all those things now in my course!!what the hell lahs!!tell all those things say go for aqua as IA place will get a better results..?meaning is like threating us..what for..i came to this cca is like no choice..cos that time IA form needed to be filled up so we rushed to YG say wanting to join his cca.i regreted in joining this cca all because of this freaking teacher..

im sad.just because someone had tot im transparent.stupid person have stupid thinking??
since the day you got back the O lvl results.i find that you have really changed.you are not the one i had known in the 1st year.your attitude changed 360 degrees.i duno what had happen to you.you are not the one i had known.im just freaking disappointed with myself and you.you attitudes changed and make me think u are leaving soon. it may seems that your heart had decided to go to poly but when people asked you if you are going anot..u said you are still decide-ing..you are not in yourself now.
i began to hate someone now.pls dun make me hate you.cos u might regret.

2009-02-07T03:55:00.000-08:00

hellos everybody ((: im back for bloqqing.
today went to LOTs to meet my mum.
went to check the price of the phone of what i wanted but but but..the price was ex too.
C905 cost a bomb man!!i cost $538 with contract.see properply.with contract!!
then the ppl intro to us that there is a youth plan lahs.
which is the pic below.
sumsung F480..
at first i dun want.hmmm.
cos i think that there is someone in our class got take lahs.then i dunwant ppl call me acopycat or whatever.
so so so i decided.
to buy this phone.hahas.seems quite good la after much considerations.
so.bye ppl.i hope to get a new phone by this week with my favourite colour..

2009-02-02T05:40:00.000-08:00

HELLOS ((:
the picture is when i am aroud 6 years old.hehes.
the one in red is my younger sisters.staring at duno what,hahas.
see.o 6 years old i so fat and chubby liaos =S
but cute??omg.hahas.
well.im just missing my childhood memories bahs.
those days were so innocent and so plain like a piece of white sheet.
you no need to worry about anything when you were in that age right.
i misses those days badly but there is no time machine now.
if there is i wanted it make it a better.
do i changed alot?hahs,do comment.thanks.=)

hey people.you know what.for the JAE psoting.i asked many people including my family,friends,relatives,seniors from my CCA in sec school.all i can asked i had alr asked.many toldme to try for it.but some say tell me to stay cos of my current gpa.you know what.im really scared.they said all those things seems easy but i thinkit is tougher then you expected.i really dun wish to have the history repeated.let me tellyou why.in sec 1 i have goodgrades and i can promote to sec 2.without any hesitation,i agreed to my form teacher to let them promote meto sec2 express stream.in sec 2.i had no friends.i din talked for about a year until sec 3.in sec 2,at the start im still meting my sec 1 best buddy.but soon.they are far from me.they thought that im in express stream and all dares not come and talked or find me for recess.maybe i got friends.but they were not like the ones in sec 1.i had it enough.then one sec 1 classmate knew im having my exmas in sec 3.she told my best friend in sec 3 that i had cheated in exams and all those blahs blahs thibgs i dod in sec 1.but i did not do that.she was doing all these to make me fall again into na stream and they will have jokes on me etc. this is my history.i held my tears.u wanted me to fall so badly and you can make fun of me. i dun wish to have this when/if/maybe i go for poly course.i had known the best buddy in ite.but now 1 is leaving.i am going to lost one friend again and again.from sec school till now.it had never been changed. youmight think that friends stop me from being succesful.but you think.if there is no friends.no motivation.no jiayou.and you will never success too.maybe i siad all these were rubbish.but this is how i think.so people.do you think i should still go for it?for the poly thing?go for the enviromental science in RP?
i knew that it is all up to me.my own decision.perhaps i had my own decision.but i just needa comfirm for a bit.for that just a small percentage.

2009-01-31T23:17:00.000-08:00

hellos everybody ((:

im truely mad over hello kitty again.hahas XD.
okkays.i know im lame and childish but this what i am to be =P

i feel i need someone to hugg too.a teddy bear most prob.teddy bear can you give me a hugg?? i need a teddy bear now. =C
i need someone to be my listening ear and give me advice which may help me to go on to the correct route.anyone?

ANGEL.where is mine?everyone have their own angel and i had not seen mine yet.I HEARD THIS BEFORE.IF YOU HAD BEEN KISSED BY YOUR ANGEL.YOU WILL HAVE AN INVISIBLE WINGS TO MAKE YOU FLY AND BRAVE.but where's mine?i need mine now? hmmms.

okkays.back to mine post.all are my feelings at the top.on friday night.i sleeping then the next day i woke up i was CRYING.i felt that the dream was so pain.so lonely.so hurt.and yet could not say all these out to another person.maybe cun trust people already?this dream was so true like in the real life.hais.what happen to that dream.it was all black.silence. im scared.

im posted to republic poly.enviromental science man.i like this course.hais.too bad of the poly they given me is not inside my 12 coices lei.so i was thinking if i appeal is like oso no use de lor.no matter what i will still being posted to RP.cos ofmy COP.=(
just now receive a call from the RP.saying tt i place my 1st choice as biotech and they are willing to gove me the chance/place for biotech in RP.should i go anot??!!!
tmr they need reply.hais.
im inside a maze now.im LOST.
jinyu posted to ngee ann.horticulture and landscape management.same as yuwei.she said that there is large possiblities that she is going there.when i heard this.my heart was like ____ cos i am gonna lose another best buddy i knew in ite.you are a 开心果，have good leaderships, strong and no matter how strong the wind is you will nv being pulled or pushed down by it.JIAYOU!if you happen to decide to go for poly to pursue this course. =)
she prayed for me.i saw the words she prayed for me.i cried.

this is taken at huiyun house for the PM project think hahas.looks so much like family photo hor.hahas.JOKING can.stayed at her house till 9 pm plus.woots.there really laughters and everything.hahas.her family members really fun man.=S
okla.i dun say liaos.
happiness was always that short and tiem limited.it will always be.

2009-01-30T03:09:00.000-08:00

hookaayys..
im posted to REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC-ENVIROMENTAL SCIENCE.

2009-01-27T05:16:00.000-08:00

hey people ((:
im back.
chinese new year the 2 important days are fianlly over.
&& i have many things tell and speak.but i duno where to start from yea so im not telling all abt it.
changed a new blogskin (:
a new year new begining a new start.start afresh.
love this song yea.
hope you guys enjoy and i promise to stand by you.
tmr have school. happy plus sad.

I'll stand by you

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Dont be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause Ive seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don?t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

Ill stand by you
Ill stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
Ill stand by you

So if you?re mad, get mad
Dont hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well Im a lot like you
When youre standing at the crossroads
And dont know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if youre wrong

Ill stand by you
Ill stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
Ill stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And Ill never desert you
Ill stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
Youre feeling all alone
You wont be on your own

Ill stand by you
Ill stand by you
Won?t let nobody hurt you

Ill stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And Ill never desert you
Ill stand by you
Ill stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
Ill stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
Ill stand by you

hope you all enjoy it bahs.=)

2009-01-25T07:48:00.001-08:00

this photo is taken during err...forget..hahas..just saw the round container which huiyun finshed up her sweets then i DRAW onto it.hahas.
but anyway i just wanted to hope that u will be happy always yea((:

hahas,taken at my grandma house there.hahas,scary??hope not,cos i feel that im an idiot there taking photos like ghost.hahas.my aunt all see me and sis take lei.so paisei.

hahas XD.loves these 5 phtots lots.hehes.hahas.she strangle me i strangle her.hahas.fun man.hope tmr will have more photos up!

yea! time checked is 12:00 am!!

happy MOOOOOOO year!!!hahas XD

byebye.redpackets rolling in!!!

2009-01-21T03:01:00.000-08:00

GIVE ME a LITTLE TRY.

You don’t know me yet.
You only know so little.
I don’t know that much, I just want to stay by your side, holding your hand.

The face reflected in your eyes is expressing it’s feelings.
It’s not too late (just give me a little try)

high high we’ve just gotta try like this
I don’t need another path to travel
your kiss that I’ve wanted for so long
is the beginning of my love.

There’s no way that you don’t know you’re the
person always spinning in my heart.
Don’t go too far, just wait a moment so I can approach you.

Why does everything always come so suddenly like fate?
(Just give me a little try)

high high waiting takes so long
and I know that I’m you’re only one
I close my eyes and kiss
give me a little try
just give me a little try
every turn with me

Take my hand so that we can be together forever, now that you’ve come to my side.

high high we’ve just gotta try like this
and I don’t need another path to travel
your kiss that I’ve wanted for so long
is the beginning of my love.

this lyrics really meant much to me yea.
bye

2009-01-17T06:54:00.000-08:00

ahhahah!!
im back.
well.these weekend will be super duper busy because CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming!!
and im busy with my parents to do house cleaning .____.
because there was super duper many dust,i keep sneezing.
because of the sneezing i was super duper hungry and i keep eating.
because of the house cleaning, i cun go out with huiyun together for SHOPPING.
because of these then got reason behind it.
siann zzz!!

well well well.
i was thinking about the choices i made for poly(JAE).
well.i hope i will not regret on what i choose because i think that i really anyhow put in the 12 choices in.anyhow one.humpgh! hope so bahs,
&& i hope that she will change her mind in staying in this school then finish her cert then go for poly. but i doubt so.her min was stick to there.maybe stubborn?? hmmm.well i hope not bahs. im really scared . i not sure what to do yea.
i ask the teachers.all tell me to go for poly. but im scared that i cun cope well and drop school and im like back to square one again with only a 5 credits O level cert. what should i do people?

okkays.i got like cut during the CCA on friday.duno why.duno when.duno how.LOL. say about CCA.omg.the LIRUI really so scary sia. i think must really becareful of him.who know if he is the pev**tive type.who know right.like now huiyun and i will become your bodyguards.u will be fine ;P hahas. if he do smth to you during the CCa.just shout then call any names.then will someone to rescue you de lorhs. hahas. and inform either yanGuang or mr oliver okkays? before the CCA went to find MR roy.ask him how to use the spectrophotometer.hahas.well.i agaration know how to use le lo.but still have some questions i forget to ask him.shit! now who to ask.i duno have his no. or email.nothing.sian.who can give me?? hmmms.later he aim me again during the pratical.bleah~hahas.joking lahs people. hah!then that day was huimin birhtday! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! i duno how many times i wish her a happy birthday.hahas.hope you will like the present we gave you. then before all those things.have our Project Management (PM1) i was quite disappointed BECAUSE the mr chuah was unable to help us with the project!he said after the disscussion with my SUPERIOR,we are unable to accomodate with your project.i was like shocked! unable to ________!! i ask my mum and sister to see the email if it is true,i rubbed my eyes and it is really true lahs! well i think that jinyu was more dissapointed then us bahs.cos most work is she done and call.in the end we are into nothing.hais.just hope miracles can happen. jinyu dun be too unhappy over thies yea,there is still PM2.

okkays,im done with tdy posts.
byeii!!

第二顺位

一直是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息有心碎的声音
他的好他的坏他的不安定
他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云

从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起
一直是雨天你只爱雨天我用伞保护你
亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑
闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密

我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你
你困在雨里我困在雨里我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你

我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

2009-01-15T06:19:00.000-08:00

i have make up my choice.

1 - BIOTECHNOLOGY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
2 - BIOTECHNOLOGY (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
3 - PHARMACEUTICAL SCIENCES (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
4 - MOLECULAR BIOTECHNOLOGY (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
5 - BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
6 - PHARMACEUTICAL SCIENCE (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
7 - HORTICULTURE & LANDSCAPE MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
8 - VETERINARY TECHNOLOGY (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
9 - BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
10 -FOOD SCIENCE (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
11 - BIOLOGICS & PROCESS TECHNOLOGY (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
12 - ENVIRONMENTAL MANAGEMENT & WATER TECHNOLOGY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC

tt's all .
byeii!

2009-01-14T03:45:00.001-08:00

hais.since the day i got my results,im in doubt.
whether to go poly or not.or should i stay because of the lovely friends i had made in ite?
difficult to make in choice man.
oh please.can someone help me to open out my mind and see what im really thinking/wishing for.
okkays!fine! i decided can.
i will go apply for the poly courses(im sure thats what my family members wanted me to go too) and see which course the MOE sent me too.
if i really dun like the course i must as well reject their invitation.
but what if i really like the course and should i go?
if i go i will miss all my classmates.
esp those friends i had made.
all these friends made me found the joy and laughter in doing pract and theory.
i experience all the sufferings in sec school.i dun wish the history to repeat man,totourous!

for what i see today.i feel that she really want to go poly really very much.her face changes when the results are out.cos..i dun wanna say..i just really want to ask,,u wanna go poly cos of the face of yours or just the sake of being looked up too??

but i dun seems too.although i oso wanted to go poly too.but must be tgt with my friends.tgt study and play.have lots of fun.i wanted tt.i often envied the big grps of ppl.who shared laughters tgt as one whole.but i?none at all.

what should i do man?whi can give me an advise?

2009-01-13T02:43:00.000-08:00

should i go or should i not?
this tyoe of feeling is worst than last year man,omg.sigh.neymind.i just go ahead.
follow my heart.hais.
im sure all wanted to me to leave right.,hais.
cos im a troublemaker.)):

im really scared history repeats if im really being posted to poly of my choice.sigh.

2009-01-12T05:23:00.000-08:00

im ____ because i have failed my ENGLISH again. i got a D7.when i think of that i will console myself that i had done better then last year(E8).

im happy because i have more choices for polys better then last year with only ITE choices.
im feeling happy for my friedns who did well for their o level.

im frustrated because i was thinking of dropping outof this school and go forward to poly?

im depressed because i dun wish to leave cos i had found my best friends her and there were so many good friends and classmates in this school.i cun bear to leave them.

i feel like crying cos she din even want to talk to me and think that im just acting KIND to her.
i feel like crying cos when i look into his eyes,the eyes seems to go back to sec school where his eyes were like that too.seems so..undescribable..

i feel like..
im feeling...
i...
i...
i...

sobs*
;;D*
-.-'''*

bye..

2009-01-10T07:17:00.000-08:00

hellos everyybody((:
pictures for the day.hahas.enjoy.some like too dark lei.so bare with me!
went over to NYP open house today.hahas.
met up with shihui first then went there tgt.hehe.
humphs.din take photo with her)):
start from this.hahas.=D

me && yiling.loves her!hahas.

went there to see her performance there.nice nice.hahas.

long time din meet up le.cos busybusybusy...

pretty baby now ah you..hahas XD.

these 3 pics are those campus Superstar3(css3) the host.

they are Yuan Shaui,Lee Teng,Felicia Chin && lastly PORNSAK!!

hahas.bare with me,i like pornsak.=p he oso an ex-southvian lei.

so happy of tt.hahas.

these 3 are showing the first 6 contestants of it.

sorry i cun remember their names.hahas.

but sure can see their face de hor then know who liaos.=p

first pic from the left is Leeteng.

the other picture is the backview of PORNSAK.hahas.

the tee shirt very cute hor.each of them will have their name at the back.

singing performance and their 'cai yi biao yan'

- the 15 year old girl (pic in the middle) dance jing wu men,

-the 13 year old guy sing using the chipmunks sound to sing yi qian nian yi hou.

-one more girl use the jiang xiao hua the voice sing dai wo zhou.

the rest are all shown on tv le.

i duno how to say in english.hahas.

all of them sing veryy nice!

support them!esp the 15 year old girl.the pic in middle one.

she rocks man.likes to dance SHOW's de jing wu men one.hahas.

more singings by them.hahas.nice one.

soothings,rocks and many more.hahas.

these one i think is the next 6 contestants bahs.hahas.

then i went off le cos acc yiling to go back take her clothes change.hahas.tgt with her cousin/sister jinhui.hahas.then they went to eat.i needa go back liaos.needa go back granny house.haahs.so..no choice gotta go lo.hmmmnext time bahs.ohya.

jinhui.thanks for the heart lollipop.hahas.'sweetheart'

got to go.

bro!take care.dun fell sick.drink plenty of water yea.take care.take more rest.

2009-01-09T06:24:00.000-08:00

- a new life.how i hope so.all over again.

i dun think she treat me as a friend now,i think i had hurt her badly )): im sorry man.why din you tallk to me?i talk to you you say 'brb' and like din come back to my conversation.sigh.i made her felt disappointed.=( sobs

omg!u sure cannot belive this.my pet terrapin i think is terrapin.layeggs.2 eggs.next time then post the pics.super cute.like grape that size.hahas.small small de.hmmm.somemore.i always call it 'boiboi' then now lay eggs.which means is female -.- then now must call it 'girlgirl'hahas.

today went to expo JohnLittle sales.hahas.cos time too much liaos.LOL.then i went there buy the chocolates and jelly.hahas.long time din eat liaos.really LONG time.so buy and eat.hahas.nice nice.next friday i wanna go again!buy more things.hahas.i must go again.buy and eat.later fat again i complain.LOL.hmmm.

ah!tue got duty with the class B zhengKai.hmmm.lOL.nothing to say.

ah!today got new commers for CCA.hahas.quite happy cos we upgrade to 'seniors'lame right.but i think is kind if happy.hmmm.nola.joking.hehe.then got one guy.super duper funny.i dun wish to say that again.all AQUACULTURE members sure will know right.hahas.super FANS of them.spoil their reputation when he sings.oops.no offence.hahas.

okkays.im freaking cold now.super.shivering now.im missing soomeone.sigh.how i wish i can see the somebody to see of somebody is fine.

byeii~

2009-01-08T21:30:00.000-08:00

hellos.have been a while since i update. well.this is the first week of school && im already feeling very very very tired.im not sure why.i have not been sleeping that well since the day of school reopen.well.mon & tue was the jan intake orientation.so many people!i mean crowded lahs.hahas.so long time school not that crowded liaos lorhs.erm.yup.so tue was having the CCA fair for the jan intake de.but we went there to seek noise.LOL.nola.we went to see how our CCA is going on later the mr oliver will say we all so evil din go there take a look.we went and walk lor.walk one big round then like nothing de.intend to join photography club de cos their booth next to our CCA mahs.but their training was friday so i dun think i wanna go for it.then we walk suddenly got 2 people came to us.'promoting' aboout their CCA- chinese orcheastra.hahas.i tell huiyun.our face still looked like we just came into this COLLEGE .__. hahas.so funny when they promoting to us..hahas.cos i wanna learn 'guzhen' and 'erhu'.im just too greedy.LOL.okkays.im just makeing me tired and more tired.this maybe what i want.the more tired i am the more im blank in mind.no ned to think the unnecessary things.

today we had QCATH.erm.mr ROY split us cos we needed to be in our own companies.sigh.hen miss LIM join us into the theroy too.hahas.supposing was miss JESSIE.but i think she too busy and tired so she always din go our class bahs.well.just hope she healthy dun fall sick can liaos.dun come our class im ok with it((: then learnt about the QC tools.my god! need to draw those histogram,flowchart,etc..so difficult..i just stay quiet there cos i dun wish to talk mush lahs.later say wrong things then make it more worst.but his new teachings can make us remember more?but please mr ROY.dun take photos.hahas.i will scram off one.

tomorrow having CCA at 1pm.hmmm.well.in marine got one fish die liaos.so sad.the fish so cute de lorhs.mr OLIVER say the fish malnutritient.o course lahs.so many fish only 1 cube of blood woms.you say enough for them anot?right?no offence.

CNY coming!!wohoo.red packets coming in and new clothes.^^ im planning to visit friends house on one day together.anyone interested?

okkays.well.i feel like crying nowadays too.but i just hold all my tears.im just making myself awful and people seems to hate me more and more. i should change or i had alr changed alot?

needed some warmth to warm me up my life.im just too COLD for this way of living.

well.end here bahs((: take care people.loves.

-yiling: hope ya have a smooth performace in these 3 days for open house for poly.^^

2009-01-04T04:52:00.000-08:00

- saying GOODBYE is too difficult )):
year 2009. hope that it will be a smooth year bahs for me,families & friends.to the whole world too.peace,stay cheerful & healthy yeah~
in year 2008, i had known more friends.yahs i agreed on that when i compared to sec schools where im so shy and dare still not talk yet lahs.now maybe im more open?hahas.well.dont ya all agree with that.hmmm.in that year.i might have known more friends but i as well had 'lost'one good friend.reason shall not be said cos i think is all my fault ya..so..i felt so sad.since then i ahd not talk with her for abt a week?i talked to her on msn but her replies was not more then 5 words.i think i might have hurt her badly on my wordings to her bahs.so people.please think carefully when you talk to ur friends.or i might just say that cherish it befire it is all gone.well.i might not be good in words cos i talked straight and without thinking.so my words can easily hurt my friends.if i really have make you hurt about what i said.IM SORRY.forgive for all what i said to you.just think that there is a stupid and dumb person speaking stupid things to you.im a mental hospital VIP.just think that.
IM SORRY

well,tomorrow school reopen.yeah!eeting up with classmates again and have lots of fun with the practicals with bacterias and microorgamisns and enjoys the aircon in the LT room.maybe focusing or...zzz :P hahas.ok lahs.joking.see you all guys tomorrow.10 am.QCAPR.-.- hehe.see you all guys.byeii~

- 3 words are so difficult to say out.
--i am sorry.
--i love you.
--please forgive me.

2009-01-02T00:52:00.000-08:00

hellos everybody((:
the above picture is me && my sister with the GEEK spects.hahasXD
i look so stupid and toot!
today was like urm..last day of school 3 weeks holidays?
primary & secondary school all start school today.
then on thur my dad ask me i oso start school ah.then i say nola.one more dday more then them.
then he say how come ur holidays so short,i say how i know only 3 weeks mahs.how to do.LOL.
siann.
monday need go back school.
duno is happy or sad lahs.
happy is cos i can play with all my friends and classmates and forget all my troubles that happen in this holidays.
sad is cos i need to handle with more stress le .__.
handle with QCA,LM && GM.
haiis..how am i suppose to hanlde all these stress by myself.
&& sad is cos Industrial Attachment(IA) is coming!!where am i being posted too?sigh,needa seperate with my classmates again.zzz!
well,for this holidays i had not doone anything for STUDIES!none at all.
tot of revising those chapters again but im just too lazy .=p
okkays.im going to revise today.im not joking.
nowadays no one msg me,cos i think i had made her really angry.no one cares now. that day i really pocesssed isit why did i say all those things to her.my goodness.now we are like not friends.like stranger.sobs.
when i saw one pic taken i felt so hurt.hais.
2009!i must be happy.
mission for 2009!
-must not easily cry that often for a smalll little things.
-must not be EMO always.cos i always wear elmo tee?!
-must not buy things unecessary.save money the most important.economy crisis..??
-work harder in studies.
-still many more.i duno how to say.
okkays.shall end this with the pic.hahas.LUMPY!!my favourite elephant.hahas.
mummy brought it for me.but i want the bigger one.$27.90.i want it i want it.
when i woek i sure buy one for myself to sayang myself.no one sayang me now.=(

byebye people((:
-i love LUMPY!

2008-12-30T23:04:00.000-08:00

sabo-ed by crabbyJOANNE((:

RULES:Do the "Letter MEME".Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment,informing them that they have been tagged.Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.->
How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (someone):
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .
___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants youNo shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartmen
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's your favourite colour?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - me

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In Pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Dear anyone[whoever lahs]:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realized it when your dog ran amok as you ate enchilada and I saw you sit on Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that we're cousins. I'm returning your false teeth to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked our friendship.

Greetings to your frog Leonard,
-MICHELLE-

now tag five ppl:
-YiLing
-JinYu
-Pearlyn
-QianHui
-LiJing

just a lame one here lahs.just feeling bored and that crabby wat me do.hahaha.LOL.
i do le.u see.hahas.
those people i tagg must do hor!but if anyone feel like going oso can do.all are welcomed.^^
today is 31.12.2008.
which means is the last day of the year 2008.time flies.
now is 3.20pm.which means there is still..er..
8 hours 40 mins.omg!
well im here to wish everyng a happy 2009 and have a blessed new year=)
take care everyone!!
thorw back away the bad memories away then welcome the new and sweet memories.into your heart((:
bye everyone:)

2008-12-30T03:59:00.000-08:00

hellos people..
forgive me if im being rude or felt angry for the previous post..:(

okkays.let go with this post.sigh.
we are going to say GOODBYE to 2008 and say HELLO to 2009.
should ii be sad or happy???
hais.in my mood now im sad..=(
goodbye to all the bad memories in year 2008 and say welcome to good memories in 2009.
sigh.

well.i tell myself i must be happy to welcome the coming of year 2009.
i must.welcome the new life for me in school as well as for family and friends matter..
well.i hope to get back to all my friendship which mights say is i 'ruined' it.all because of my stupid-ness and naive-ness.all im into blame.im sorry.
i regretted it.will you forgive me?forgive for what i have done or said to you?
will you?

well.today went back to school.tot of accompany huiyun for the aquaculture duty.but we waited and waited.cos korshim was late.lol.then went up to lab there talk talk chat chat.then waited again.then saw belinda.she called miss peggy then after awhile miss vini came and told us that they are haviing course and there will be noone there inside the lab.i was shocked?! then i was thinking..hmmm.i came here all the way around 1 hour plus journey then now they say no need do.i duno is happy or sad.okkays.then wen went for lunch in school then buy new landyard.new beginning mahs.so all must new?but i doubt so.i only got new.. er..new pouch for hp and keys,file,er,,hp keychain..ah!rebond hair with a kuku hairstyle..hahas..no more..i want new spects..hahas..then went to lot to meet sis.wohoo.shopping time again..lol..

ok.nth liaos.
byeii~~

-to you.hope u can forgive on all my foolish act,im sorry.pls.be like in the past.sms-ing chating non stop till we sleep..

2008-12-27T06:20:00.000-08:00

i felt so sad.being such a failure.
then keep saying i dun understand her problems.
yarhs!i really dun understand anything.cos im not you!
cant you walk one step and think of another step??!!
u keep telling me i dun understand i dun understand.whatthehell lahs.
yalahs!i dun understand lahs.
just let it be.u said.
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okkays.stop that topic.i dun wanna care heer liaos.just let her be.
today went to sentosa lorhs.i was super tired lahs just maybe cos i cun sleep well?LOL.
okkays.7am wake up call her.in the end i got the another answer.[im not going.im sorry.i super tired.just slept for 2 hours]
i was like whatthehell.okays.skip this part.dun wish to talk about her.stupid.spoil my mood.
then went to vivo there eat breakfast.then went to sentosa through monorail.3 bucks gone.then went to siloso beach find another fren.then we played beach volleyball.at first i dun dare play.i scared -.- then at last i finally can hit the ball.finally:) then they say they want play water.want throw me into the water.siann.then i say.'stop.i go down myself.'then i wet myself.then they splash water at me cos im the youngest.LOL.what theroy is that.hahas.but i oso splashed them water.=p then the sea water go into my eye.super pain cos too salty.then mouth oso very salty.my goodness.the went back play poker cards.i duno how to play.hahas.just sit down see them play lor.then ard 3 plus went shower and went to play the skyride & luge ride.hehe.everytime go sentosa like must play.lol.2nd time play liaos.hahas.quite fun.but short lahs the distance.hope they can extend it longer and more chi ji.hehes.super long queue lor when need buy tickets,wait for the skyride.and more worst the queue for the luge was like super long.like waited for very long.cun say how long lahs cos i din wear watch.hehe.but got play lahs.good.then play till going 6pm liaos.then off i need to go for my gatherings at my grandma house.hahas.i was late?i 7.10 then reach.then evrybody alr eaten full full liaos.then i just enter.hahas.so paisei.then give present to all aunts and uncle's wife(2).hahas.they lie happy.hope they like it.help me promote ah.hahas.=p
so overall.i was tired.like i was happy le cos i chatting happily with my cousins they all then come home got this attitude.=(
dun want say liaos
BYEBYE!!

2008-12-26T00:41:00.000-08:00

oh well well well..
just came back from school && yea..
we went to the MORAL Bedok FSC there.
waited for about 1 hour plus && i nearly nearly fal asleep.zzz.
then waited for the MR CHUAH.
then miss ZAK ask if he is MR CHUAH anot lor.then he said 'yes'
ohhohoh.we finally waited for him lahs.
then we told him we were from the ITE COLLEGE EAST and he had spoken with jinyu before.
at first i thought that MR CHAUH was an old guy but but but..i was wrong..
a nice young guy..hahas..
then he said he needa check with his colleages first.then waited again .__.!!
then he came out say many cannot make it tomorrow so MISS ZAK said if it is possible that we postpone our project to next year jan after CNY.
i was thinking.OMG!
sure very super stress de i tell you.cos still needa handle with those studies mahs right.
sigh.so so so he said can.maybe our project postpone to next year feb 2009! se ya at 2009 then.zzz.
then went back school.hahas.just for a lunch cos there cheaper mahs.somemore outisde so so ex lor.then finish went to tamp alone.siann.
then went to JP alone siann.no one acc me lor.go there buy soemone's christmas present.cos if i buyfor thm they dun have how can right?friedns mahs.somemore he my brother lorhs.so need buy need buy.hope he like it and dun find it lame hahas.if lame and childish pls dun blame me cos you like that character de.:Pactually wanted to met my mum and sister de lor.but i pek chek suddenly then i say i dun want go le lahs.you all go.hais.
today my mummy's birhtday!!hahas.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!
hehe.okkays.im just being LAME>.<
yea!tomorow having family gathering can say is christmas party.omg.ltr go there duno what they will say about me again.ask some questions.LOL.ask if i have a bf anot blahs blahs.as if like i have like that.hahas.but neymind.relatives mahs.concern lorhs.got gifts for my aunts and uncles' wife!!hahas.hope they will like it.hahas.tomorrow finally can see my bro!he's back from NS CAMP.being posted to CCK camp for 7 weeks course.wahahas.time flies.hahas.
okok.i got to go liaos
mum back.my gifts are back.wahaha.byeii~~!!

2008-12-25T05:39:00.000-08:00

-Never succumb to your fate. -from Little Nyoyna

HELP ME.SAVE ME.will you??
im tired and sick of this kind of life.

>br>
yesterday i was totally very emo.not because of XXX.is just like got a lonely feeling.then at the bus there nearly cried.but i hold back my tears.when listening to SHE 'yan hai gong lu de shu kou' && jam Hsiao de 'teng ai'.then remind me of what happen in sec days & in my present school.LOL.i told myself i must not be emo.cos i promise my sister then what for emo-ing.emo oso one day happy oso one day sad oso one day.so what for right.hence,

i tell myself to be happy always!!smile no matter what happen.but sometimes tears cun control you see.without or with reason i will cry.see what situation lahs.haahs.
BE HAPPY AND CHEERFUL MICHELLE!!YOU CAN DO IT!!

okkays.tomorrow needa go abck school for the Project Management(PM).hais.quite stressed up over this thing.cos contacts all cu be taken.if contacts not taken,means our project FAILED! haiis.just hope tomorrow when jinyu called the mr chua.he will be able to provide with us the contacts.if not our project need to be commence next year jan.i dun want that.cos exams coming then.hais.march?i think.needa prepaare.MR ROY's QCA homeowrk i still havendone.it seems that there are so so so many thinks needa to be done in such a rush time.hais.hope i will not be that crazy after this sem.before IA comes,i tell you.i must go recharged fully.trust me.

today is christmas!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!
today really is a lonely christma as compared to last year de lahs.i cun describe why it is more lonely lor.it is just much more lonely and quiet.then went our with family.hahas.went to lot one for our lunch.hahas.we went to eat SAKAE SUSHI.hahas.i want eat sushi but my sister want to eat AJISHEN.but i dun like.so we sissors paper stone.i lost lor.2 times somemore.but i quickly pull my dad to the sushi there then my mum go there oso.hahas.then the ppl come.then ask 4 ppl ah?then my mum say yup.4 ppl.then went to sit down.wahahas.sushi my fav.=) then we eat eat.i waited for my fav salmon.but din come then i ordered lahs.2 plates.hehe.after eating finsh when going to settle the bill.3 plates of salmon came!!!!so happy.then i tell my sis eh.quick wuick take.=p then i eat one more plate.the other 2 my mum and sis take hahas.so in total i ate 4 pieces of salmon.wahahas.then go shopping time!!went to buy christmas present for my mum's de fren in her office.i choose lei.hahas.hope they wil like it.hahas.then went to buy tees.wohoo!!then buy a winnie the pooh for her fren de children,eh.i oso want lei.but i want one big big big miniie mouse.grey colour de.like that alot lahs.but i no $$ to buy that.hope valentine i can have one.hahas.i want one big one.then i can hug when i sleep.=p then went home lor.when back home.i wrap up lei.then my mum found that got one present got a hole.then went back to that shop again.;/ tired then i and sis acc her back lo.hahas.then we went for more shopping!!i brought the perfume.wahahas.is damn ex lahs.spent over 100 bucks on that perfume.my god.then buy waffle eat.hahas.then guess what!i saw my day care teacher.hahas.so happy to se him.he hor really like MR ROY lei.same same pattern.hahas.cannot say why lahs.ltr u all bashed me up.=p then i went home le lor.hahas.

oklahs.i think this is really a very wordy post.hahas.if happy or sian then read.if not byebye.
got to go liaos.sick of it.byebye.

2008-12-24T04:06:00.000-08:00

im back((:

i came back from somewhere else.hahas.=)

today is christmas eve.

many should be counting down and celebrationfor christmas.

be it together with your friends,loves one or family members.

u all must enjoy and have a great time.

may be this is the time where you guys can have a good opportuninty to contact with ur frens.

christmas.i gave my friends' christmas present.hope they will like it.and it might come into useful.^^

im just too bored today.

hohoho!wish all a MERRY CHRISTMAS!

one year has just passed in a wink of eye.

is too fast.

recalling back when you was in nursery.i reaaly like super scared of indians at that time. that time got one indian teacher i see her i very scared.then mu nanny need to acc for lesson till i really play till crazy with friends then she left home.what a joke when i heard this.when i saw the indian teacher,i will cry and keep running in the class.-.-

recalling when i was in kindergarten. hahas.this one i forget liaos.:P

recalling back when the first day of primary school.i remembered that got 1 elder sister from upper primary school take me tour in the school then went for recess time.first day mahs.then parents can come into school to visit we these little kiddys.hahas.then i brought along the lunch box.hahas.my mum prepare de.then when my that sister went to buy some drinks for me.i saw my mum.i ran to her without telling that sister.somemore leaving my lunch box there too.then when she came back she shocked to not see me at that place sitting down.then she looked around then finally saw me.LOL.then came to me and say pls dun anyhow run away.wahaha.so funny.then i guai guai say ok.then say byebye to mummy then went for my lunch.hahas.funny hor.i very naughty.

recalling back when i first entered secondary school. meaning im 12+ going 13 yrs old.woah.so young at that time.hahas.sudden found that im older now.then im scared oso.can u imagine.a 12 year old girl still so shy and dun dare to speakup?-.- of course you can de lahs.hahas.tell you what.cos my class oso like that.all so quiet.hahas.i sat there quietly then got one malay girl came to me smiling.ask what's my name blah..then she is my first class mate to know with and the 1st friend in sec school.hahas.although i got one fren oso same school as me but we are not that familiar lahs & also from different stream.hmmm.then i began to know more other classmates.but all these classmates i had no longer in contact with them.i had lost their contacts and all might think i am very boastful in my studies going up to express from NA stream.kinda sad.they are really a nice bunch of friends to know with.how i wish time can go back.if i had a chance to choose within friedns in NA stream or go EXPRESS.i rather go stay with my bunch of friends.

recalling back when i first entered ITE college EAST.okkays.first impression.this school is suer duper big.this one more jialet i tell you.it was my 16 years old lahs to enter into ITE school life.i cun accept the fact that i had the only choice to enter into ITE school.im really super depressed cos i know ppl from ITE are looked down by others like friends from JCs,Polys and soemtimes for working adults.they dun care you or keep looking at you with some weird expression. im 16 year old and im shy cos of the going to the express stream making me much more shy and dun dare to speak up.so i went to school alone.went up to the indoor sports hall.mygod!so many ppl and i ahd to find my class somemore.how to find.then i find myself lor)): then found and sat beside a malay friend.in front oso malays.i was shocked lahs.i forget who i first met lo.im sorry.hehes.then got 2 MCs talking tlkign then we were brought for orientation.siann.orientation again.well.hais.then got this chance to met upon our class CA,miss irene.hahas.she is really lovely,open minded.telling us how she met her husband those things.hahas.kinda sweet.hahas.then we walked around for duno what game lor.duno what take photo need run here and there.hahas.then at stadium there.huiyun and jinyu then came to me.hahas.this is how i met them=) talked to me and ask me many questions.wanted to speak up too.but i dunt dare.surprised?hahas.then we exchanged for numbers and met at outside the CVC the next day then go for orientaton together.hehes.

what about yours?when recalling back,it was su[er funny.some might be so sad when u been through.well.life is unexpected.really unexpected.u gotta live well everyday and have each and every moment recalled back.

that's all.byeii~!!

merry christmas again=)

where is my present??!!LOL!!

went to do some quizes.

You are 57% Emo. Ha Ha!

Needs a Hobby.
OK, so you just got dumped, that doesn't mean you gotta act like life sux. Get it together and try a little harder from now on okay? Thanks...

How Emo Are You
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will u ever have a boyfriend??(the best ever) Your Result: YES YOU WILL FIND THE PERFECT BOY AND YOU WILL HAVE THE PERFECT MARRIGE!!! HE IS HOT AND YOU LOVE HIM TO DEATH!!! HE THINKS YOU ARE HOT TO AND HE LOVES YOU TO DEATH YOU GUYS WILL LIVE TOGETHER FOR EVER AND EVER!!! HE MAY NOT BE YOUR CRUSH NOW BUT YOU WILL MEET HIM LATER IN LIFE OR HE COULD BE NEXT TO YOU ALL DAY AND YOU DONT EVEN NO IT!!!
not the best but almost
no sorry
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this one i dun really believe that.hahas.

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed.
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
Paranoia
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
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this one is true!!

Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad!
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What Age will you Die? Your Result: 036 Why must the good die young? Well this includes you. Your mom kills you with a knife.(Knife and spoon)Then she makes a goat eat your face.You used to be young and sexy.Not any more. HaHaHaha. You are a fraud.Too young, too sexy.
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I will predict your fuure! What life will you have? Your Result: Your Average Dude You will live in a house, get married to a nice person you love, graduate from college, and have some kids. May seem like a boring life, but, it's a good life. You love yourself and others and will be very generous.
Dumpster Digger
Richy Rich
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i dun believe this.LOL!!

What name REALLY suits you Your Result: Jasmine Jasmine...You are a beautiful carefree lady.You're mysterious...like magic.You might be very,very shy. But inside you have one of the most kind and golden hearts ever.You are loved and many people out there have deep compassion for you.Let's sum it all up. You're the exotic,quiet,beautiful one out of the whole bunch.Great Job!! :D
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Which Tarot Card are you? Your Result: The Lovers Harmony is the beautiful mingling of different tones that creates a richer and more powerful experience than each of the sounds could make, individually. You are the Lovers: living in pursuit of perfect union with another human heart. Through intimate connection, you find your life's higher purpose.
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The Star
The Fool
The Magician
The Moon
The Empress
The High Priestess
The Tower
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2008-12-22T03:52:00.000-08:00

why am i always viewing at my own reflection? why am i always that ~~lonely~~?i just have nothing much to say.nothing.definitely nothing.today im speechless.and i felt like emo-ing.maybe wearing a ELMO tee shirt.LOL.hope not.i just dun feel like talking for these few days.keeping quiet maybe is a happiness to me or not.hahas.keeping quiet.wahahas.sounds so emo again,i promise them not to go emo again,but it all cant help.emotion really cun control.crying.smiling.laughing.angry.arghs!i dun want care le lahs!!

Movie Plot

When Bella's mother remarries and sends her to live with her father in the little town of Forks, Washington, she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen - a boy unlike any she's ever met. Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance, for Edward is a vampire. But he doesn't have fangs, and he doesn't drink human blood, as Edward and his family are unique among vampires in their lifestyle choice. To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy.

ohhoho.went to watch this show on sunday with them and give out christmas present,hahas.they say i just meet uo with the SANTA issit.then i say ya lor.hahas.but hope they like it lahs,hope it come into use=D.hope so.then i recieved a WINNIE THE POOH mugg from huiyun.a tee shirt from jessie and minsi.thanks alot!the tee shirt is like the photo below.hahas.

LITTLE MISS NAUGHTY.yahs.im naughty now.they say de lahs.but i din realise that.hahas.am ii that naughty nowadays?hmmm,or im all the while is naughty.LOL.hahas.tell me if im naughty anot okks??woahhahas.hmmms.ohya.ytd was dong zhi.means eating rice dumplings i think.hahas.very nice nice.i mean the traditional de lahs.nice nice.mmm.yummy.hahas.i going eat one big bowl now.ytd din eat till very fulfilling.hahas.cool!

bye folks!!

see yahs..

i will be back.

[Chorus]

Have you ever loved somebody so much

It makes you cry

Have you ever needed something so bad

You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words

But they don't come out right

Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love

Been in love so bad

You'd do anything to make them understand

Have you ever had someone steal your heart away

You'd give anything to make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart

But you don't know what to say

And you don't know where to start

[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one

You've dreamed of all of your life

You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes

Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to

Only to find that one won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes and

Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

[Chorus]

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby

What do I gotta say to get to your heart

To make you understand how I need you next to me

Gotta get you in my world'Cuz baby I can't sleep

[Chorus]

2008-12-20T05:18:00.000-08:00

whoohoo..
i sounds happy..
indeed i am..
dun tell you all why..=p

2008-12-18T23:58:00.000-08:00

別賭氣別任性別放棄說聲對不起

im sorry~give me some time to cool down..

wohoo!!i broke my record of having 5 days din on9 && bloq.wahaha.LOL.
on wed i broke record too cos i woke up at 1.00AM then i cun sleep le.LOL.
then go pack all my stuffs i mean notes do those things like copying into foolscape blah blah lahs.then till next day 6.30AM.LOL.till my mum woke up shocked to see my awake.din sleep.zzz.the feeling was difficult to decsribe lo.was like brain is very active and my eyes are sleepy.keep ywaning but i just just CUN sleep.-.- what happen to me??hmmms..wondering why..

woah,i finally pack finish my room.in a damn damn messy situation lahs.but now 'recover' to a neated one.hahas.see le i very happy also.needa some more time to pack the whole house.hmm.is my fault not to help out bahs.=( so i need to help out.hehes.=p

hmmm.really nothin to write le eh.ohyaya.CHRISTMAS COMING!!any presents for me??LOL.hahas.joking.what i wish was u to accompany me for any particular event.i will be contented.((: hehes.

byeii~~!!

GOODLUCK to yingjun && chris for the bowling match tomorrow.=)

2008-12-12T20:27:00.000-08:00

yea((: is finnalyy...HOLIDAYS!!
super duper happy lorhs.cos i can have this chance to sleep as much as i want to charge my battery.

okkays.these photos are taken during 11.12.08.
hahas.cos while waiting for the time to pass we went to toilet slack.hahas.
toilet become our third home.LOL.
they very nice friends to know with in school.hahas.all so cheerful and open minded.
we talked alot during secondary's school and primanry school.&& how we met in ITE.ohmygod.
cos it is really very paiseh lahs.cos im not like that when firest sem in school.im super quiet.not like now.super noisy.

MISS FONG!!see..they are washing hands.must be happy that we learnt ur method to study.LOL!!!

fianlly geetha smiles in photos:P

hahas.comeon.stand on my hand.hahas.

see this 2 person??hahas.

ohhohoho.the 4 of us.wahaha.nice nice.of course lahs.i take de lei.LOLS!

another candid shot.wahaha.4 of us can super noisy now.

okkay.during the monday holiday i went out to the HORT PARK there for walking.but too bad the weather is rally extremly bad lahs.rain rain rain.then i need cary umbrella.siann.LOL.but scared lahs.next tiem i post pics up.now im really lazy in posting photos.hahas.

well.life is really funny.loving a person or hate a person are both different feelings.but i often thought.can i mixx these 2 feelings up together?hating while love the person?well.indeed have lahs.i like a person beofre but i knoew he bluff me? then i hate him.but i still like him.cut the crap michelle.it is all over.i ran through all the files in my com and found his photo.i wonder was he doing well in poly?i wonder was he faring well for poly?i wonder i wonder..wondering was not good must call or msg to ask for concern.but im scared that he is busy and find me troublesome.so..well..i dun care or think much..i just let it be bahs.

i sign up for NYAA silver.hahas.im really scared i cun finish it on time.hahas.hope i can.

&& yes.. i need this holidays to buck up my studies.hais.maths is makeing me headache.GM is making a fuss out of me.QCA also..hais..crabs again...=(

got to go..byeii~

2008-12-11T06:42:00.000-08:00

im super duper tired.
headaches and spinning now.
feeling cold now.haiis.
tmr is the last day of schoolings!yeah!
finally waited for this day arrival.hohohoho.
bye,

2008-12-07T02:31:00.000-08:00

-raining.yes!i love the raining season.i love walking in the rain so that i will not be recongnise that im crying.tears drop on my cheeks and raindrops on my cheeks.will you recongnise if im crying?

well.my bro was sick for 5 days and i did not know.i just knew it yesterday.he was having fever for 5 days.ohmygoodness.i was wondering why he did not have a fully checkup in the hospital cos he was having a fever for actually 5 days!but glad that he was feeling better liaos.hahas.=) bro.wish you speedy recovery.

okkays.well.wednesday i will be having my general mircobiology test 1.ohmygod.i have not even touch a single notes yet!what am i doing for the past few days.miss fong lesson was like..uh..what the craps is she talking about and all heer biasness towards her D class.im scared.later what if she die die also want our class de ppl fail then make her class ppl fare well for the class test 1?it is totally unfair and scared.her past 16 lesson i think i have at least half of it in my own lala land and dozing off half way through?oops!well.i needa a buckup!crap.yarhs.i wanted crabs much.LOL.anyone wanna treat me for crab feasts?hahas.

ohyes!holidays are coming.maybe around 5 more days.wahahas.great.hoildays.i will have my time at home alone and think of all the negative things with all my might.yes.im pessismistic.maybe spelt wrongly.hahas.hope i can have a meaningful holidays.hahas.hope so.well.really hope so bahs.

christmas is coming!!wahahas.great.well.i have not prepared my christmas present for my friends,relatives and family members.anyone have and idea can tell me to see if i can have some ideas for christmas present?and or maybe u will have a christams present too from me.hehe.give me a present too.im sreaching ffor my SANTA.where are you my SANTA?

bye!

2008-12-06T04:20:00.000-08:00

well.yesterday nicole gave our class 'christmas present'?issit?correct me if im wrong.got sweets and chocolates.haha.everyine gets one pack of it.hahaa.thank you nicole!=) but after that somethings happens lahs.i felt so irritated and frustrated by someone and something.during break time i began to draw hardly on my piece of foolscape paper.very hard.i keep draw draw.then i become more pekchek!crap lahs someone.i hate that someone even more and more.then i finally let it all out.i smack my pen on the table lahs.then i....dun wish to say futher liaos.the more someone talks it makes me remind of the past incident._______________________.i hate that feeling.the laughters he produce was like having a noise pollutioon??!!or am i being that bad to say these?

i began to hate the someone more and more.the way of lifestyle wasnt right enough.it was all wrong wen it is from the starting.it was all wrong.you have not realise it before the things happens.

- today was a cold and silent day for me.but i was feeling much more lonely and alone then before.

nowadays was like raining then sunshine then raining then sunshine again and again.weather changes quite fast.many people fall sick.maybe because of the sudden change in the weather or there is some ind if virus coming around in the air?sounds scary.my gor fall sick and he is still in the NS.haiis.i cun see him lorhs.cos he resting mahs.how to go there to disturb his rest right.i think i gonna fall sick sooner or later.please let me fall sick earlier so that i will not suffer for the rest of the holidays.i needa enjoy.really enjoy and relax with all my mights.

2008-12-03T03:46:00.000-08:00

-today wasn't feeling great.

today got my GM practical assigment && phrase together!!thought that it would be very rush but it ended 'okkays'=) hahas.still can do lahs.is just that the miss fong want to seee your each and every move from the smearing to the staining then to viewiing..then i siann half le lahs!need see de ah??somemore if need disinfect she oso need see.-.- then need heat fix she oso need see.
-.- sian lahs.see her face..oops..! then i end at around 11.30am liake that.next lesson start at 12pm.no time to eat.lol.cos need to wait for huiyun mahs.she still test in progress.hahas.progression..=pthen around 11.45am she is out!!omg.why it sounds like giving birth.=.=

okklahs!im in boredom okkays.entertain me lahs.so sian lorhs.

giving birth.hahas.-.- why am ii talking this crap again.i duno what to say.since ima woman,well.all woman must go through all these stages.it is tough okkays.from baby to toddler.then learn how to walk and run && blarrh..then grow up need to attend nursery then kindegarden.then to primary school then to secondary school.then to ITE/POLY/JC.then to U.then will hor if get a person u like and trust u alot.can get married.getting married will need choose place for married.the place for holding the wedding dinner.the menu.the flowers.the wedding growns.blah blah.then gonna have babies.-.-full cycle again.then have baby will need choose name for the baby.see.one full cycle.whole cycle goes again && again.hahas.

hahas.im really bored.LOL.
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HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!!
- I needa a emo day.to make my mind cool down and calm.all i hope was not to have anyone interupt my life now.if u do.or say step onto my tail.i will bite off your head for sure.not kidding.people do have limited patience.i just want to find one place to shoot off all the people.t just need a day of silence.
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!
- SantaClause is coming to town!!where is my present??where && when can ii see my santa??
to giive me all the hopes,loves,cares?
-i want christmas tree,present,christmas songs,logcake,turkey.ohohhohohoho!!wun that be wonderful.LOL.i was wishing too much.later Santa scold me and punish me for not having presents and loves and cares.

okkays.i gotta go.byeeii~~!!!

his bd was 23 more days?which means is after christmas?26dec?please tell me if u do know.i apperciate it.

2008-12-01T06:06:00.000-08:00

yoh hohos ((:
hellows my darlings.

well well..our Project Management 1 dun go out that smoothly and it really disappoint me. i tot that they will give s a great and big hand to us cos this is really a meaningful project.to reach out to the community.but they din not even replied to us.JY called them and they told her to email over to them.&& now??!!they din replied a single letter to us.was really sad.our progress for the project was oso very slow~i can say.maybe all are too tired.perhaps.but i think all was just excuses.everything was not all done.the photo frames.the contacts from the FSCs'.the cameraman.the backdrop.ALL~~i must really buck up.=]

wednesday will be my turn to have my General Microbiology phrase test cum practical assignment together.1 hour.how can we possibly finsh at such a limited time given by the MISS FONG??!!well.all i can is to give all my best la.i dun wish to have the history repeats again and again.like what i did in the IC organic chen test.NOT enough TIME.stupid mr dean,dun give me the last time to write finish.others still got chance to write down their last sentence.why not me?dun let me see you again!!

duno what to say le laahs.what i can say is..
nothing..
bye bye.
good luck to those who are having the test tomorrow.must tell me what she test hor.hahas.=p
good luck!

2008-11-27T04:53:00.000-08:00

12 Tests to Discern Between Love and Infatuation

by Excerpted from Love Sex, and Lasting Relationships by Chip Ingram

1. The Test of Time Love benefits and grows through time; infatuation ebbs and diminishes with time. Infatuation may come suddenly. We find ourselves thinking, “Boom! I’m in love.” That’s actually infatuation. We probably ought to make an effort to avoid speaking about “falling in love.” We can fall into infatuation, we can fall into lust, but we most truthfully grow into love. Love develops out of relationship and caring and core personal character traits, not our instant impression or perception of another person. Infatuation can explode at any moment, but real love takes time. More than one wise person has advised not to declare love until a reasonable amount of time has passed.

2. The Test of Knowledge Love grows out of an appraisal of all the known characteristics of the other person. Infatuation may grow out of an acquaintance with only one of these characteristics known about the other person. Something about the way that person looks or the way he or she functions in a certain role may give you a very distorted idea of their full character. You may not even know the other person. Frankly, a glance or a chance meeting can act as a kind of trigger that sets off the chemicals. Infatuation lives in a make-believe world where the object of our affection is perfect, flawless, and completely devoted to us. Infatuation is happy to know very little. Love longs to know well. Love wants to study the other person’s needs, desires, dreams, and hopes because it wants to do everything to make them a reality. Love is interested, not in what it can get, but in what it can give. The development of a relationship ought to be like an undergraduate degree in which the other person becomes a multifaceted and fascinating study. Marriage, then, becomes a lifelong pursuit of a Ph.D. in knowing and understanding your spouse.

3. The Test of Focus Genuine love is other-person centered. Infatuation is self-centered. You know what infatuated people are all caught up with? Themselves. I watched a roommate in college discover the power of infatuation for the first time. The Greeks were right – he went a little insane. Every time we talked it was about how he was going to look, how he was going to come off, what kind of impression he was going to make. I admit I had my own set of relational dysfunctions, but even I could see (infatuation is almost always more obvious in someone else’s life) that he was suffering from some kind of fever or virus. What was his focus? Himself. That’s not love; that’s chemical exchanges of the brain. Infatuation. In your most important relationships, to what degree is your attention focused on what you are receiving from them and to what degree is your attention focused on meeting the other’s needs? Do you think about how you’re going to look and feel in the relationship, or about what you can do to make that person look and feel great?

4. The Test of Singularity Genuine love is focused on only one person. An infatuated individual may be “in love” with two or more persons simultaneously. The great majority of affairs rarely occur solely on the basis of physical attraction. They usually start out with a little chemistry during a time of vulnerability. But families break up because very good, godly people simply haven’t learned what to do in a situation where it suddenly feels good to get some of the eros out. They confuse infatuation with love and make foolish decisions. The life cycle of infatuation is nine to eighteen months. Then all those breathless and wonderful feelings leave, and you’re stuck with another person with the same kinds of needs that you have. That person knows you can’t be trusted because you left your last mate. You know you can’t really trust them because, down deep, you’re afraid of experiencing the kind of betrayal that you inflicted on someone else. What’s left are two unhappy people struggling with character flaws. If you don’t know the difference between infatuation and love, you’ll destroy others’ loves and your own.

5. The Test of Security Genuine love requires and fosters a sense of security and feelings of trust. An infatuated individual seems to have a blind sense of security, based upon wishful thinking rather than careful consideration; infatuation is blind to problems. Or he or she may have a sense of insecurity that is sometimes expressed as jealousy. Security grows and flows out of deep awareness of the other person’s character, values, and track record. You know who he or she really is. And when you know who they really are, you trust them. You are not jealous because you know their heart is yours. Jealousy is often a sign of a lack of trust, and a lack of trust is a sign of infatuation in real life.

6. The Test of Work An individual in love works for the other person, for his or her mutual benefit. By contrast, an infatuated person loses his or her ambition, appetite, and interest in everyday affairs. A woman in love may study to make her husband proud. A man in love may have his ambitions spurred on by planning and saving for the future together. Partners in genuine love may daydream about the potential of their relationship, but their daydreams are reasonably attained. People in infatuation only think of their own misery. They often daydream of unrealistic objectives and ideals that neither they nor their partner could ever actually attain. Sometimes the dreams become substitutes for reality and each individual lives in a world of his or her own imagination

7. The Test of Problem Solving A couple in love faces problems frankly and tries to solve them. Infatuated people tend to disregard or try to ignore problems. If there are barriers to getting married for a couple in love, those barriers are approached and removed. The barriers that cannot be removed may be circumvented with knowledge. They do not go into marriage blindly. They handle problems with clear, shared decisions. On the other hand, friends and family may be astonished at the foolishness and blindness of infatuated people. Genuine love, contrary to popular belief, isn’t blind. It sees very clearly. Infatuation, on the other side, exists almost completely in the dark.

8. The Test of Distance Love knows the importance of distance. Infatuation imagines love to be intense closeness, 24/7, all the time. I often counsel those who are dating to go on a short-term mission trip or take on a project that will require them to work alone. If circumstances require you to be temporarily separated from the one you love, that will teach you a lot about the quality of your relationship. In terms of distance, if you’re in a long-term relationship right now and you call each other three, four, or five times a day, or you just have to see each other every day, that’s not a good sign. That means you’re trying to keep the chemicals alive. If there is not a sense of separateness, a distinct life, relationships with other people, and healthy balance, then the relationship is probably a lot more infatuation than it is love.

9. The Test of Physical Attraction Physical attraction is a relatively small part of genuine love, but it is the central focus of infatuation. Now don’t read “small part” to mean “not a part” in what I just stated. If your heart doesn’t skip a beat now and then and you don’t feel real attraction for you mate or the person you plan to marry, I’d call that a problem. Let’s not make genuine love so spiritual that we deny reality and God’s Word. Sexual attraction definitely has a part in love. In contrast, I’ve noticed an important characteristic about couples in genuine love. For them, any physical contract they have tends to have special meaning as well as pleasure. Couples often communicate volumes through looks. These tend to express what they feel toward each other. In infatuation, direct, continual physical contact tends to be an end in and of itself. Time together requires only pleasurable experiences. Infatuation tends to produce a relationship that attempts to exist on the emotional equivalent of a continual sugar rush.

10. The Test of Affection In love affection is expressed later in the relationship, involving the external expression of the physical attraction we just described. In infatuation affection is expressed earlier, sometimes at the very beginning. Affection tends to push toward greater and greater physical intimacy. Without the control of the other aspects of genuine love, affection spends itself quickly. It gives the appearance of making the relationship “close,” but the closeness is artificial and fragile. When affection flows out of deep understanding and growing friendship, it gains in meaning and value.

11. The Test of Stability Love tends to endure. Infatuation may change suddenly and unpredictably. In infatuation the wind blows here and you’re in love. The wind blows there and you’re in love. Not so with real love. Real love is stable. There is commitment. The test of stability can hardly be applied to a relationship measured in days or weeks. So how do you test stability? Society suggests we test it by living together: For reasons we will look at later, living together actually promotes instability rather than stability. The best way to test stability in a new relationship comes through knowing that person in the context of his or her other relationships. Frankly, someone who has been married more than once ought to expect to be calmly and seriously tested when it comes to the question of stability.

12. The Test of Delayed Gratification. A couple in genuine love is not indifferent to the timing of their wedding, but they do not feel an irresistible drive toward it. An infatuated couple tends to feel an urge to get married – instantly. Postponement for the infatuated is intolerable. Why is this? Why wouldn’t a couple wait and do it at the right time in the right way? Why wouldn’t a couple want to deal with the real issues so they could have a solid marriage? These questions reveal the difference between love and infatuation. As you enter into a potentially serious relationship, ask yourself if your pace is based in fear or faith. Is your pace based on anxiety over deprivation and physical drives, or is your pace the result of a desire for careful and thorough preparation for marriage?

well.this is jinyu lent me the notes to read.nice isnt it?it is all real!!
bye~ enjoy reading.hahas.=p

i HAVE NO rights.

2008-11-24T03:45:00.000-08:00

i founnd out that im have no rights to neither love you or like you.

i dun have the minimum requirements to fulfill your wish.

i have no rights to do that.

no rights.

no even a single percent of it.

穿上洋装看着手表

时间快到心碰碰的跳

和你的第一次约会来临了

金色的阳光洒满人行道

换了新唇膏把头发弄好

要你看到我的好

喜欢看你走路充满自信

说话时候你的专注眼神

温柔的表情笑容里的天真

我相信找不到有比你更好的人

你心里理想情人是几分

是否也会有我的份

好想知道你的100分会给怎样的人

亲爱的你不要再陌生增加我戏份

我想问亲爱的你

把感情升等朋友变成情人

可不可以告诉我标准

不要让我一直等

听着那时间滴答的走

对街的你在点头

好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头

好想知道你的100分会给怎样的人

亲爱的你不要再陌生增加我戏份

我想问亲爱的你

把感情升等朋友变成情人

可不可以告诉我标准

不要让我一直等

do i have the chance?

2008-11-22T03:45:00.000-08:00

hwallows((:

found this on deviantart webby and it is so cool.hahas.

syringe oso can take photo till like that..nice sia..

hahas..well well well..

today supposing needa go down to help my sis take photo but sneezing lahs..so sleep lo..din go down..somemore today like raining season..cold cold de..then oso lazy go down oso lahs..hahas.sorry ah my sister~=(

i got nothing to say liaos lei..

haii~

next thur of fri having LM test.stupid.i haven revise.i now still playing~.byebye.

take care all..

2008-11-18T03:45:00.000-08:00

Hope we will be friends forever.

Hellows folks:))hahas.been some time din post?hmmm.i dun think so yeah~!=p well..today was kinda tired and fell asleep during my lab maths lecture lahs.tired mans.=S first time din listen to lesson.hahas.okkays.done with the sleepinglog thing.during our PM1 we have one game.the duno what squirrel and tress think.hahas..knida fun.at first when Miss Leong told us to go out of the classroom.we all was like uh?why need us go out?then yuan lai is go there for game.hahas.maybe she saw us with the sleeping face lahs.joking.hahahs.then at first i and jinyu were the trees whiile the faranah is the squirrel,ohohoho.we was like keep laughing all the way lahs.cos duno what will happen.but when she shouted:"Hunters!" all the squirrels ran and find new homes.hahas.then followed by tree cutters!" then all change trees but the squirrel remain.then followes by "fire!" wahaha..all become HIGH and CRAZY.shouting can be heard clearly.ehheihei.=p but i only knows how to keep laughing and laughing lahs.when we change trees and become squirrels are all the same one is just changing some partners only lorhs.but FUN!!hahas.you all cn try this game.cos it really wakes me up.LOL.then after the PM1 miss leong came to us tellig us about our project thing.supposingly we are to get the contacts of the family from the SWCDC lahs.but in the end they tot their idea was better then us so tell us to go to the zoo there take photos for them.i was like wth~!treat us like coolies to help you all take these photo?come on lahs.u want us to run around in the zoo like monkeys to ake a free mnkey show for your kids to see?yala.maybe i cun say that but it is ridiculous mahs.if they want us to go do volunteer works then can get the contacts im fine with it but please not this.it is really frustrating.how can they think our proposal was like so easy to complete.we really want to help them have a proper family photo.and have a feeling of how taking a photo was like.and is not at that situation please lahs.LOL.-.-

and then today miss fong ask us to do a so called survey thing lahs.ask if we like bio anot,d we take bio in sec school,can we follow the lesson and what are the difficulties we are facing when learning blah blah..

i wrote yes for like bio,no for not taking bio in sec school,no for following lesson and all chapters i dun understand.hmmm.her lesson was like..dots..although is like fun lahs..cos see the cells moving and 'pumping' the water out from the cells etc..hahas..but i really tried my best to listen her leson but cun.i will try.)):

got to go.bye~

2008-11-16T01:23:00.000-08:00

JUST MARRIED. -by deviantart

yesterday went to bugis then saw the shop where taking the wedding photo and wedding grown.

was very nice and everytime i walked past those bridal shop i will be deeply attracted to it.

the beautifully designed wedding grown,the laces,the material and of course the ambience la.

the loving,happiness,care and trust within the newly pair of couples.

the time.the tears.the love and care.are huge in amount.needed to be given to each other now and every then.isn't that sweet?often see people getting married,wearing their wedding grown and held onto the boquet of flowers.hlpe hands together and walked into the church.promise and swear that they will live together even when one of them was sick or old.walking down the red carpet and everyone in the churrch witness their marriage and wish then happy and loving forever.i often think of who will be my husband.but does dreams come true?i doubt so.

i told them,i cun imagine if one of us get married.even if i want to get married i think it would be a 20 years time bahs.it would be like 30+ years old?someone told me that does not want to see me not getting married in that age.but who knows right?things got unexpected and might be shocked even still when you get the answer for it.she told me.who knows?maybe you will be getting married at the early 20's?yeah.who knows it right?ya.well.things are diff to say.

sigh.before getting married.needa have a steady relationship gain trust and concern with the person u love.this is tough isn't it?it may need alot strength to have this type of relationship.

im done with my reflection la.hahas.the end.

and u say u will help me.when i see that guy i tell you.im sure of it.

The Ultimate Color Test

When you are at peace, you are:

Giving and unselfish

When you are moved to act, you are:

Unorthodox and idealistic

When you are inspired, you are:

Creative and productive

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:

Totally in the moment

Your life's purpose is:

To reach enlightenment

The Ultimate Color Test

You Are Equally Close to Your Friends and Family

Depending on the situation, you can feel closer to your friends or your family.
They each are valuable to you in their own ways, and you couldn't imagine living without either of them.

Your friends and family aren't ideal, but you're happy to have so many great people in your life.
At the end of the day, you're thankful for all your personal connections... flaws and all.

Are You Closer to Your Friends or Your Family?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

The Ultimate Color Test

When you are at peace, you are:

Giving and unselfish

When you are moved to act, you are:

Unorthodox and idealistic

When you are inspired, you are:

Creative and productive

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:

Light hearted and funny

Your life's purpose is:

To change the world

The Ultimate Color Test

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"Goodbye. I am leaving because I am bored."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

You Will Die at Age 79

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

Mutual, after a great conversation about your future and feelings.

What's" Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

You are White Chocolate

You are White Chocolate
You are sweet, caring, and truly very innocent.
Whether your naive ways are a bit of act or not, people like to take care of you.
You are a quiet flirt, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

2008-11-15T07:22:00.000-08:00

hwallos my sweet hearts(:

today went to marina watch the Madagascar 2!

very nice and funny.i encouraged you ppl to go watch!

im tired today.dreamt of miss Lim(my daycare tcher).i cried while im dreaming.

when woke up.my face with tears.hais.i miss her alot.):

went to eat Yohshinoya after the movie at Bugis.

then walk walk after that lahs.nothing much to walk also=S

then went to eat icecream!hahas.dark chocolate not like dark chocolate.

why always like that de.hmmms.hai~.

sudden felt that loving someone is too difficult.

being loved is much more 'xing fu' then being single loving the person,

single love is a torture and hurtful and maybe a waste of time and strenght.

i had experience it all.

it is like hell~!no one knows how you feel actually.

sigh.

what i can say.

being love is xing fu and precious.

being chase is must cherish.
hmmm.well.if you do have these.u are lucky.=)

relationship ar relationship.

im tired of this words.

being numb by this word.

how can u love me more?

she yearned to meet her handsome prince.

no matter how hard the SHE tried,she cun fit into the small glass shoe.

she is just not meant to be together with the handsome prince.

concern need techniques.overdoing it maybe a hassle,but if done less,it might be neglect.

give yourself a CHANCE.

you should learnt to let go.or else you will sink into the sea with the heavy burden.

you gotta need to share.

perhaps the problems lies on me.

sometimes you need to see carefully and you may reap some unexpected results.