Monday, February 2, 2009
texted at 5:40 AM
HELLOS ((:
the picture is when i am aroud 6 years old.hehes.
the one in red is my younger sisters.staring at duno what,hahas.
see.o 6 years old i so fat and chubby liaos =S
but cute??omg.hahas.
well.im just missing my childhood memories bahs.
those days were so innocent and so plain like a piece of white sheet.
you no need to worry about anything when you were in that age right.
i misses those days badly but there is no time machine now.
if there is i wanted it make it a better.
do i changed alot?hahs,do comment.thanks.=)
hey people.you know what.for the JAE psoting.i asked many people including my family,friends,relatives,seniors from my CCA in sec school.all i can asked i had alr asked.many toldme to try for it.but some say tell me to stay cos of my current gpa.you know what.im really scared.they said all those things seems easy but i thinkit is tougher then you expected.i really dun wish to have the history repeated.let me tellyou why.in sec 1 i have goodgrades and i can promote to sec 2.without any hesitation,i agreed to my form teacher to let them promote meto sec2 express stream.in sec 2.i had no friends.i din talked for about a year until sec 3.in sec 2,at the start im still meting my sec 1 best buddy.but soon.they are far from me.they thought that im in express stream and all dares not come and talked or find me for recess.maybe i got friends.but they were not like the ones in sec 1.i had it enough.then one sec 1 classmate knew im having my exmas in sec 3.she told my best friend in sec 3 that i had cheated in exams and all those blahs blahs thibgs i dod in sec 1.but i did not do that.she was doing all these to make me fall again into na stream and they will have jokes on me etc. this is my history.i held my tears.u wanted me to fall so badly and you can make fun of me. i dun wish to have this when/if/maybe i go for poly course.i had known the best buddy in ite.but now 1 is leaving.i am going to lost one friend again and again.from sec school till now.it had never been changed. youmight think that friends stop me from being succesful.but you think.if there is no friends.no motivation.no jiayou.and you will never success too.maybe i siad all these were rubbish.but this is how i think.so people.do you think i should still go for it?for the poly thing?go for the enviromental science in RP?
i knew that it is all up to me.my own decision.perhaps i had my own decision.but i just needa comfirm for a bit.for that just a small percentage.
HELLOS ((:
