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Friday, November 7, 2008
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hwallos everyone ((:

reflection on this whole week.

HEATLH-well.not in a good state of course.cos im having headaches almost EVERYDAY.sore throat(mild) and sometime for no reason can sneeze sneeze.LOL.so answer is TOO TIRED.i need my sleep.beauty sleep.=p hahas.nola.joking.im sot le lorhs today.so bare with me for awhile.

STUDIES-hai.i can say im totally a failure.i cun even concentrate my theorys for this whole week.got.i attended it.but nothings goes into my mind.what happen to me??can anyone tell me?maybe the god knows the truth or maybe i knew better then him.maybe tired?maybe im not like the past anymore?ask my soul to come back.i need to study and all needs goes into my brain.my memory.GM theroy,i fall almost fall asleep.QCA theroy i cun even understand what mr roy is talking all about.so that day his surprise test i failed lahs.7 out of 20.=/LM ok-ok only.can understand lahs.but hor still some duno.like the units of mearurements.sigh.can anyone teach me?GM practical,getting more and more fun.wahhaa.dealing with microscope.hehe.can see how cells looks like,in the sense of its sturcture.ohhohoho.the shape lahs i meant.haha.QCA practical,so-so only lorhs,but going to adapt to how mr roy's teaching methods.hahas.quite fun lo his practical.calibration!!fun.wahaha.LM tutorial ok lo.still manageable=)

FRIENDSHIP- maybe something is just amissed.i just cun figure it out why it all happened.maybe cos of the incident that happened,im more afraid of you bring my friend.im more afraid then being make use again and again.it all seems to be in the past.but,it is all hurt by you.al scar which can never being healed.it never.the friendship line between me and you have left a deep deep deep scar.no point of using all sorts of methods to heal it.it may need years or maybe forever to heal to all up.
It may all seems that you have make a misunderstood within us.a deep misunderstanding.u hate me im fine with it.but i will not hate you.even your words had hurt many other people and spreading all unnecessary stuffs to other people too.what had happen to you.it is no longer the you.it all changes.enviroment changes so does people.

LOVE- this is a hard reflection.haha.wun talk much about it.LOL.i can only say is:it is all FATED.we need to see each other of we are meant to be or destined to be together.

CCA-drad my heavy feets to the CCA there.but it turns out to be fun!see-ing the fishes swimming around freely in the water,so freely without any abstacles around nor enemies.they can swim freely and having lots of fun.why not human.humans are dealing with heavy loads of stress and we cun swim that far,or maybe we could say is,we cun even swim.cos it is too heavy.why not put down our heavy loads down first and have a swim,freely and relax yourself first.eh!why i say till this?then i saw a thing in the water.super duper disgusting.like the spider wap with some dots in it like that,i see le my goose pimples all up.AUTO.jinyu saw le oso say ohmygod.haha.disgusting right?hahas.but i enjoyed today the CCA.then before stating,the mr oliver like lecture us for about 30 mins?actually,i dun even understand what all he meant lahs.=.= hahas.

nahs.so is like that lorhs.so can imagine how my life goes on week by week right?lesson till 5pm.then reached home alr around 6 plus going 7.hmmm.i will adapt into the new enviroment de.i mean new timetable.im trying all my best lo.trying my best to speak up to you,trying my best not to fell asleep during lectures,trying my best to learn whatever needed to be learnt and blah blahs.

quiz asked by qianhui ask me to do.
1.The person who tag you is?
Korshim
2.Your relationship with her/him?
Friends
3.Your five impression of her/him?
Smart,shy,quiet,tall,get nervous easily.
4.The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
Dont know
5.The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
ehy.michelle...i ask you ah..
6.If she/he become your lover,you will?
erm.im not sure.maybe ..very difficult to answer this question.
7.Is she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on?
noone is perfect.
8.If she/he become your enemy, you will?
how i know?!
9.If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
i dunch know!
10.The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
Say HEY! LOL.-.-
11.Your overall impression of her/him is?
maybe 85/100?no one is 100/100.noones perfect.
12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
irritating?hateful?not loveable?
13.The aspects you love about yourself are?
LOL -.- how i know?
14.On the contrary, the aspects you hate about yourself are?
ask these stupid question for what?!
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
back to my own self.
16.For person that care and like you, say something to them
thanks for being my friends and all are my loves.
17. Pass this quiz to 5 people that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1) weijie
2) jinyu
3) Yiling
4) Joanne
5) Michelle Lew
18.Who is no.1 having relationship with?
Nobody,i think.
19. Is no.4 a male or female?
Female
20. If number 2 and 5 are together, will it be a good thing?
LOL -.- they dun even know each other and wun they bcum a les?
21. What is no.2 studying about?
same as me.biotechnology.=D
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Hmmm, yesterday?
23. What kind of music band does no. 3 like?
many?
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
no.
25. Will you woo no.3?
HAHAHA if i am a guy i will.
26.How about number 2?
same.hahas.jk.
27.Is no. 4 single?
Yes.
28. No. 5?
yes.
29.What's the hobby of no.5?
eh.i duno lei.haha.ps.
30.Does no.5 and 4 get along well?
rarely talk lo.
32.Talk something casually about no.1?
he is a good guy.
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.1?
difficult to answer.=(
34. Where does no.4 live at?
CCK.
35. What colour does no.4 like?
red,black,blue,pink.
36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
No,they duno each other.
37. Is no.2 the sexiest person in the world?
yes yes.=D
38. What is no.1 doing now?
arcade??
okkays.im done with the quiz liaos.
byebye~


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